-Little Demon's Playground-

During CNY - Cor 5

2012-01-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

First time sing k with my relatives, really have fun there. Few of us are most close within other relatives, maybe because of our age is close. Last time when we are young, we always did a lot of funny and naughty things together, we get scolded together, kinda miss those time. When we all are growing up, we seldom meet together already, all of us have our own career. But I still hope that we can continue maintain our good relationship.

- Say "Cheese" -

Both of them are sister, my nieces - Jayne & Venus

My cousin sister and sister - Yanny & Sunny

During CNY - Cor 3

2012-01-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

During CNY - Cor 3, have a gathering with my buddies. I think is quite a long time I didn't together with them as today already. We are still the same, teasing each other, chit-chatting about life and future. Although it was a short of time, I still feel happy with them - my BFF..

2008

2012

- Li Juen, Me, Pei Yuan, Yoke Ying, Mee Hui -

Lastly, do not leave out this. She is my good friend as well, the one who sit behind me during form 4 and form 5, help me a lot that time in my study. No matter how long we do not meet each other but we are still keep in touch. And I would like to say thank you for her gift =)

Wai Huan & Me

Only 4 of us dinner together..

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

2012-01-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Is time to say hello to Chinese New Year. Every year our dream is the same, which is hope this year better than last year. Well, I know that this year will be much more better than last year.

As usual, lunar new year eve need to help up in my mom's shop, at night all of us togather in grandpa's house and wait for giving or getting angpao. Many of my relatives have come back to celebrate this CNY. This year grandpa house full of peoples and it is as crowded as before.

- Say hello to Dragon Year -

Before 12 o'clock mid night to get angpao..

Getting ready..

Is time..

All my pretty relatives..

-Gong Hei Fatt Choy-

大年初一

My beloved sisters with me

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

Everyone

My 22nd Birthday

2012-01-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

This year I didn't really celebrate for my birthday. I just went out with 2 of my beloved buddies. It had been awhile we do not hang out together. Although it was not what so special celebration, it means a lot to me. I'm really much appreciated. They help me a lot, from them, I know what is friendship means. I would like to say thank you to both of them and especially for the last surprise, I will never forget that. =)

This is what I mentioned just now. The special surprise for me. I thought today just a simple gathering with them. I didn't really expect this was a celebration for my birthday. After they fetch me home, suddenly I received a call that they said I had leave something in the car, and ask me come down to take it. It was almost 12 o'clock, when I went down and I saw they holding a piece of cake, they purposely go somewhere to buy the piece of cake for me and they sing birthday song to me. They said luckily not yet pass 12 mid night, even though I don't like to eat cake, but birthday should have a cake only count as birthday. I feel so touch when they said that, this is what I can't describe with words. I just can say that I am glad to have them as my best friend.

This is the cake that I never taste as good as it before.

Make a wish

Thank you for the present.

But the present really so "surprise" me.

Only You both know what is it.

haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

(16-01-12)

MAY MY DREAM COME TRUE

Try with another curl hair

2012-01-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Earlier, I had tried big curl hair style, but my hair so fast turn back to straight already. So this time I try to perm another more curl one - middle curl. I know my hair won't last curl for so long, is okay for me to have a new try.

I think this curl can last more longer, it won't turn back to straight so fast I guess. When I look at the photo, see the back only I know my hair grown quite fast actually. Well, I'm getting older, is time to be mature.

Front

Back

Happy New Year

2012-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

To the end of the year, today what kind of mood are you to greet the new year..

Try to look back at the year that you have done everything,

as long as life with no regrets that was enough.

Anyway, just leave the past to the past.

We have to looking forward right..

New Year with new hope,

we should work hard to make a better future.

Let's rock for our life, friends!!

Happy New Year 2012 =D

My new buddies

2011-12-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Here we are, my new buddies in KBU. Finally is end of my 3rd Year 1st semester. When I first enter KBU, is really feel so strange. Even during my whole Year 2, I wasn't close with my classmates.. But slowly we become friend and get closer and closer. Some is same batch with me and some is my seniors. They are going to graduate after this semester. Today is our last class for this semester. After that we have to fight for our final examination already.. Let's relax for a day..

She is Yih Tyng..

We use to discuss about exam through Whatsapp..

In the middle is Siew Yuen..

I use to ask her questions whenever I don't understand in study.

She is Pui Yee..

Come together from Utar.. Like to gossiping sometimes..

Elaine and Adeline who are come from Sibu..

Listened that Sibu has many rich people.. What you think? haha

They are the most quiet students in class that lecturer use to say..

The one behind me is Qiao Li the only couple in class..

The other two behind Pui Yee is Angeline and Siao Fong..

They are my seniors and the smart one in class..

Having lunch..

She is Christine.. My senior as well..

She a good student that lecturer did mentioned..

He is Kim Thai.. Senior as well..

My lecturer use to call him little boy..

Well, can see from his face too.. Haha

Happy Birthday to Yen Mey

2011-11-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to birthday girl - Yen Mey

Wish you all the best

May your dream come true

My dear - Yen Mey

My sweetie - Yoke Ying

Us =)

Before

After

Today is not the actual day for Yen Mey's birthday. Although it is not a what special celebration. But it means a lot to me. Previously there was some stupid thing happened because of my immature. Well, I have learn from it and I would to thank you my dear friends - Yoke Ying and Yen Mey. Thanks for their forgiveness all the time. I hope that our friendship can maintain forever. Seriously, I miss those time when we stay together. It is really brought a lot of good memories for me and I will never forget =)

Skytrek

2011-11-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

It has been long time that me and my friend plan to go for Skystrek. But always don't have the right time and can't date enough people. Finally our seniors ask us whether want to join them go for Skystrek or not.. It is really great for us. Through this little adventure I can gain a good relationship with my seniors. Well, they are cool. It is really a good experience for me. We play the extreme one.. although is quite tired but I still feel Skytrek is really awesome.

- Selamat Datang -

See how excited we are before we start our adventure..

I feel that myself back to secondary school time.. haha..

Have to listen the briefing of the rules..

I'm dreaming I guess..

This is the one I found quite hard for me..

Come to the last station..

We have done!!

What a great day =)

Invisible

2011-10-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

I take these pills to make me thin

I dye my hair and cut my skin

I try everything to make them see me

But all they see is someone that’s not me

Even when Im walking on a wire

Even when I set myself on fire

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Everyday I try to look my best

Even though inside Im such a mess

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet hell

You cannot hear my cries for help

I try everything to make them see me

But everyone sees what I can’t be

Even when Im walking on a wire

Even when I set myself on fire

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Everyday I try to look my best

Even though inside Im such a mess

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Sometimes when Im alone

I pretend that Im a queen (a queen)

It’s almost believable

Even when Im walking on a wire

Even when I set myself on fire

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Everyday I try to look my best

Even though inside Im such a mess

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

P/S : I'm invisible..

The Latest - Me

2011-09-23T19:43:00.001+08:00

For those who long time never meet me up.. People.. here I have a quick update for my latest look.. Because of now I need to step back to my uni life.. Got no time to take care of my hair.. So I have to say goodbye to my mature look.. Actually I like it so much.. I have a long fringe and behind is the length that I never have it before.. is already until my waist.. But I need to cut it..

I have comfort myself that hair will grow again.. So not to worry.. I have cut short my fringe and behind cut 6 inch++.. length as a short ruler.. I need to wait half year or more than that to get back 6 inch >.<

= = =

Which one you prefer?

Last day for my internship

2011-09-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

A short period of 3 months and 15 days.. Came to the last day and finally end of my internship career.. Although is not that good as what I imagined.. it is still stand benefit for me.. At least I had learn and gained the experiences so that I know how to survive in this community later after I have graduate..

Suppose end of August will be my last day.. but I requested to extend more 15 days because my class reopen is on 19th of September.. Actually I'm not really hope to extend.. I got nothing to do that's why force myself to extend..

It is not because I'm lazy to work or what.. The reason is I'm not really like my working place.. The 1st month I'm really happy with it.. As I mentioned earlier I got good and friendly colleagues.. After they leaves I'm just like sometime as what other people said.. Going to work seem like going to hell..

I think some of you may ask why is it so.. Hmm.. hard to explain here.. but I just can briefly say that because I got a "good" supervisor and some "kind" colleagues.. Well.. maybe is good for me also because they let me learn about how should I protect myself and be aware to those "kind" people when I'm in my working career next day..

Anyway I'm gonna be prepare and fighting in my last year of my degree.. So just forget about that.. I have to - Fighting Fighting Fighting.. Wish me luck ya ^^

Cousin Brother's Wedding Dinner

2011-08-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

Since I come to kl for my study.. I have less contact with my relatives or my hometown friends.. Because I just go back my hometown once a month.. sometime is just for 1 or 2 days.. I have no time to meet up with them..

Sometime I might feel that myself already become a outsider.. Luckily today got the chance for me meet up with my lovely cousins.. Still feel warm with them.. Today is my cousin brother's wedding dinner.. I am also long time never been to wedding dinner.. I miss those foods.. Haha.. Feel happy that I can eat so much..

Before heading to the restaurant..

- My 2 lovely sisters -

- With my lovely cousins -

We all look gorgeous isn't it? Lolz..

After a month of internship

2011-07-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

I'm not really use to it when my department become so quiet already.. Because of 3 of my colleagues have resigned.. After a month working with them really learn a lot of thing.. They are my senior and also the old stuff of the company.. With them the office is full of joys.. They taught me a lot of things not just only for working..

We did went out for sing k session and "yum cha".. Really got the feel of not willing to see them leaving.. Here I would like to wish them have a good future in their new company.. Well today I was like back to the 1st day being here doing my work quietly.. What a boring day..

Precious Gift

2011-06-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today I have received a special gift from a special person.. Maybe for some other people this is just a normal or simple thing.. But for me.. This is so special.. Why is it so special.. because there are a lot of meanings inside.. I just can briefly explain that 1st of all.. I never received this kind of gift before.. Besides, this person had put a lot of thought to make this gift for me.. I can see and feel it.. I'm really like it and much appreciated and I wish to say thank you to this special person..

Thanks a lot that you make me smile again =)

My precious gift

走出自己的路

2011-06-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

什么是生活？！每个人活在这个世界上都是为了生活。在我们的生命中一定会经历到喜怒哀乐。每当一个生命来到这世界，就要开始打算接下来要怎样去生活。当然，我们一出世还没有思想，就由我们的父母为我们打算先，当我们都长大了，理所当然到我们自己打算了。可是当孩子长大了，很多父母还是喜欢为孩子打算将来。我们常听到的 “养儿一百岁，长忧九十九”。。这是传统的思想。

每个人的出生都不由自己选择。有的一出生就含着金钥匙，大家就会说那个人接下来的生活肯定无忧无虑了。不是说生活在有钱家庭就会活得开心，但是起码他们少了一份担忧。有的出生在比较贫穷的家庭，并不代表他们会不开心，可是生活可能就要艰辛一点。有时候，有钱的人会说羡慕平淡家庭的生活，同样的平淡的人会希望自己变得有钱。人总不会知足。

有人说上天是公平的，同时都会有人说不公平；其实是在乎于你自己怎么去看。有的人活得一生坎坷，有的人总是一生顺利，那我们要怎么去解释？有宗教信仰的人，就像佛教所说的前世吗？还是基督教所说的因为那个人没有信念？对于那些没有宗教信仰的人就肯定会说上天不公平了。那又能怎样？能改变吗？

在生活当中总会有对与错，没有可能全世界的人都会有一样的想法。有时候你做的事，不可能会得到所有人的认同，那你就要放弃吗？何不再去尝试呢？当你要做某些事之前，先要对得起自己良心，如果不是伤天害理的，为什么不去坚持？有很多时候机会明明掌握在手中，因为遇到挫折就坚持不下去，然后就放弃了；不断给自己借口不去面对，真的有必要那样做吗？

我们改变不了自己的出生，为什么不去改变自己的未来。有的人可能从来没有机会自己选择，那只好怨命运吧！有的就是因为自己太执着，总是不肯放下心中的怨恨，令到身边的人都觉得辛苦，到头来自己更加辛苦。时间不会让人忘记过去，但是会淡化一切，岁月的改变不会令人变得成熟，惟有在自己经历过的风浪的过程中学习，慢慢让自己变得成熟。

在我们的生活过程当中，总会错失过机会。曾经有人说过，上天只会给世人三次机会，当第三次的机会你也错失了，那就不再有机会了。当你被迫放弃然后失去了某些东西，就觉得很痛苦，很难受。其实人生最苦的并不是失去某些你认为很重要的东西，而是你从来不懂得珍惜。

失败是人生必经的过程。当然没有人希望自己在做任何事情时会失败，但是当你失败了，你还会懂得振作站起来。每当人面对失败时，都希望会有机会从新再来；会真正懂得珍惜机会的人就是成功的人。就算到头来你做的事并不是你想象中的好，但是你曾经积极努力过，会觉得可惜都不会觉得后悔。最可怜的是那些不断让自己的机会流失，然后只会说后悔，但是从来并没有去珍惜过的人。到头来自己还是一无是处，令人可笑。。

我们最大的敌人其实不是别人，而是自己。为什么总是要和别人比？有的人说，拿别人来比，自己才会进步，其实真的是那样的吗？一直拿别人和自己比，不会觉得辛苦吗？当你赢了别人，那一刻，可能你会很开心，但是要记得 “人无千日好，花无百日红” ，人总会有输的时候，那你要怎么办？就是因为我们自己根本不相信自己，所以才要和别人作比较。其实做任何事情，只要达到自己的目标不就已经很好了吗？如果你要进步的话，把现有的目标达成，再把下一个目标设高一点啊！最重要的是相信自己。

无论前面的路有多灰，我们还是要走下去。我们只有两个选择，一就是离开这世界，但是要记得问自己，值得吗？不然我们就要继续闯下去了，既然都选择走下去，不如给自己的人生添点色彩，给自己的路带来阳光，不要总是自艾自怨；多难走的路，都不要忘记带着笑容去走，那么你会发现前面的路容易走多了。要是你看到面前的阴影，別害怕，因为你的背后有阳光。。

1st day of my internship

2011-06-01T23:17:00.005+08:00

Today is the 1st day I go for my internship.. I'm working at the accounting department of a slimming beauty company.. I think some of you may ask me why I didn't choose those accounting firm or audit firm since I'm doing accounting and finance course.. Actually choosing where also the same which is doing account.. Hmm.. Maybe is because of the salary and the office is nearby my place..

I'm kinda nervous because I don't have any experience and I'm a stranger there.. Luckily the HR manager is quite friendly and arrange some work for me to do.. The whole day I was like something went wrong keep on maintain my smiling face.. because I need to give my colleagues a good impression..

The worse thing is as usual I'm so sleepy yet I gonna looking at the monitor for 7 hours and keep on key data non stop.. My eyes and hands is freaking tired.. Now only I know working ain't that easy as what I think..

New Hair Style

2011-05-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

Finally I try a new hair style.. I permed my hair.. All the time you will just see my hair with short or long and it is confirm with straight.. I feel that curly hair will make a person become mature.. I'm not really like it.. because I don't think I'm suitable for it..

Honestly I'm kinda bored with my hair in the same style all the time.. I did think of cut it short but since I have keep it until this length which I never try before.. So I just wish to make some change with it only..

My mom give me a suggestion which is perm my hair into curl.. and she said I'm going to do my intership soon.. Is okay to be mature if I'm really feel that.. Since I have no idea with it.. So I just let my mom design for me..

Well.. I'm quite satisfy with it.. So what do you think?

While waiting for the result..

Come out with this result ^^

N8

2011-05-26T23:52:00.004+08:00

1 and a half year I have changed my phone again.. Is time to follow the trend.. Before I change this phone.. I always tell my friends.. I just don't know why nowadays no matter where you are.. you will just see mostly everyone is holding a smartphone.. iPhone, HTC, Nokia or Samsung.. Everyone is keep on playing with their phone..

What is the point? The main thing I find out is they want to update their latest thing to facebook on time.. Do you realise that photos with mobile uploaded and check in are the activities we always can see in facebook.

For what I can say is this is a trend now.. Well, I can't comment so much about this.. Because I have holding one now.. but I'm still not that updated because I more prefer play games only..

My New Toy

揭下面具做回自己吧

2011-05-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

有听过人生如戏吗？人生就像演一场戏。有时候当我们看戏时，很自然会说：“太戏剧化了吧！”可是人生就是这样啊！每个人都在扮演着一个角色。你说他坏的同时也有人会说他好。每个人的定义都不一样。有时候人总是身不由己，明知道那角色是奸的，形势所逼，他们也得扮演下去。无论心里有多少个不愿意。

我们就像戴上了一个面具扮演自己。有谁真的可以完全掌握自己的所有？谁能预测明天？有些人总是开开心心的，优游自在，看起来就像没有烦恼一样。故意让所有人知道自己有多开心，但其实他们内心的问题和烦恼又有谁能看见？有谁真的可以知道别人心里所想的？！

有很多人总会戴着面具，总是不愿意表露真真的自己，尤其是自己寂寞的时候。有很多时候不是他们不要表露，是没办法。不是所有事情都可以如自己所想的那么简单就可以解决。他们惟有伪装着，总是要让别人知道自己有多坚强。从来不会让别人看到自己难过的一面。其实有谁可以一个人独自面对所有的问题？！

尤其是在感情世界里，有很多人都会变得脆弱。夜深人静的时候，他们不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间。可是爱面子的人通常都会表现酷酷与事隔离的样子，就是不希望让别人看到自己脆弱的一面。看着脸带快乐的他们，背后却流下一脸的悲伤。逞强的人总是长期的伪装着，让别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们可以无时无刻的跟一群人谈天说地，其实他们只不过不能承受一个人时的寂寞。

其实是自己单纯，还是不喜欢接受现实？很多人总觉得自己想要的就会如自己所愿的得到。他们想的世界观很简单，所以当问题来了，他们就会选择逃避，然后对自己说没关系的，相信命运吧！所以就要自己装得若无其事的来面对。很多人只想过着简简单单快乐的生活，有个了解自己的伴侣，可以给自己微笑，都很足够了。但是他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，因为他们觉得就算表达出来了也未必得到他人的认同。

别人总是说就算不能够和自己爱的人在一起，只要对方快乐，都觉得满足。是真的吗？有谁真的可以做到这一点？这世上是没有免费的午餐，当你想要得到某一样东西，你就要牺牲自己的一样东西。你要他快乐了吗？你就得牺牲某些东西。

其实生活在伪装里是很辛苦的。有时候累了，真的希望可以停下来。可是当你无从选择，你只可以硬着头皮撑下去。可是自己发觉梦境离自己越来越来远了，不得不去面对现实时，那些所谓的笑容，开心，期待都要停止了。惟有去找一个自己最信赖的人，拆下面具，委屈的掉下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过。为了不要让别人知道自己的脆弱，戴上微笑的面具，但其实心受伤时，眼泪就无法忍住了。可是他们总会在哭过之后，笑笑的擦干眼泪，告诉别人：“没关系，我还可以。”

当自己努力的去让自己的梦想实现时，却总是不能够达成，而到最后自己也不明白问题出在哪里。只会怪自己扮演得不够好。到底要扮到什么时候？想想是不是该停下了吧？与其那样辛苦，还不如揭下面具做回自己，回到现实世界吧。。

大年初八

2011-02-11T03:03:00.011+08:00

农历初八晚上很多人都回盛重准备拜天公，我外公家每一年都有拜，场面很热闹，所有亲戚朋友都会到齐，外公会请人来准备自由餐，除此以外来有很多拜祭的食物，到了十二点，就会放鞭炮和放烟花。。可是我已经两三年没去了，因为都是大学开了课，我得回去上课，今年也一样。。

今年是我第一次在KL体验这里的人庆祝年初八的气氛，长到那么大，第一次看烟花看不停，从8点多开始直到凌晨2点多，炮竹的响亮声一直未停过，陆陆续续一直有人在放烟花。本来我真的感觉有点寂寞，可是站高处的天台看着整片天空都闪闪亮亮的，很多孔明灯飘在空中，真的很美。。我突然觉的有点兴奋，开始觉得热闹起来。。

烟花还是不停不停的展放在天空，我也忍不住拿起相机把那么美的一刻拍下来。

在此我愿大家平安安康，笑容都像烟花那样灿烂。。

Very Nice right??

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-07T12:38:00.003+08:00

Is time to say Happy Chinese New Year to all of you again.. Everyone is happy with it because of the holidays.. I feel that this year Chinese New Year passed a little bit fast than before.. I have listened many feedback from others.. They commented the same.. which is not enough time for them to enjoy with it..

For me.. every chinese new year is the same.. before Cor 1 those few days of course have to help up in my mom's shop.. During lunar eve.. that night all the relatives will be gather in grandpa's house and wait for getting angpao.. Well.. This year has a little bit boring.. seem so less relatives come back my grandpa's place.. Last time at 12a.m. sharp my grandpa house will full of people and feel so crowded.. This year kinda quiet..

This year a little too rush.. So I have no time to meet up with my old friends.. What a waste.. Luckily I still able to watch 2 CNY movies.. Which are All's Well Ends Well 2011 and Mr. And Mrs. Incredible.. Cor 4 I already back to KL because the next day have class to go.. This is how I pass my CNY this year..

- During Lunar eve -

Finished dress up myself..

Before going to Grandpa's house..

Everyone is busy giving angpao or getting angpao..

My lovely sisters..

All my pretty cousins..

- Cor 1 -

Go for movie..

Mr. And Mrs. Incredible

- Cor 2 -

Morning go for movie after that go back to father hometown..

All's Well Ends Well 2011

Every year back to father hometown the most enjoyable thing is can eat this as we call "xiu mai"..

This is hand make "xiu mai" by my uncle.. which is father's 2nd elder brother.. This restaurant is last time operated by my "Yeye" (Grandpa) until today continue by my uncle.. This place is full of memories for my uncles and aunties..

It is very lucky that I meet up YY there..

Her relative also same hometown..

She is visiting her relative on the same day..

- Cor 3 -

Today is nothing to do..

We just hangging at Jusco and Ipoh Parade..

Before going out..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011 TO YOU PEOPLE ^^

My Blessed 21st Birthday

2011-01-16T13:16:00.026+08:00

I had celebrated my 21st birthday yesterday.. Here I would like to say thank you to all of you for my birthday wishes.. I really much appreciate.. With this birthday.. I had went through some different feeling.. Included happy, upset, excited and disappointed.. Actually I have plan for myself how am I going to pass my 21st birthday.. Early year ago.. I've been thinking about this.. I hope that it will be a very memorable and unforgetable birthday I ever have..

Time passed day by day.. It is getting nearer and nearer to my big day.. I start to plan how am I going to celebrate my big day and who I need to invite .. My relatives and all my friends.. Old friends and current friends.. I did expect all of them will attend.. I wish to get all their blessing wishes.. But sometime thing will not go with what you expect.. Some people really have their own unconvenient reason so that can't make it.. I'm kinda dissappointed but I still can accept for it.. Upset is for those some of my caring friends.. I know that they are able to make it but is just maybe I'm no longer important for them so that they just simply give some excuses to reject.. This really show me clearly that there are no what people said forever friend or keep in touch.. Although the celebration is not what I expect before.. I'm still happy with it.. and it also brings me some precious memory..

Besides.. I will not forget to thanks all the guests who attended my birthday bash with those precious birthday presents.. You guys brought me a lot of joys on this day..

Here the foods prepare by my mom..

My 21st Birthday Cake look nice right..

My favorite green colour - Pandan Cake

+ Make A Wish +

- My Family -

My Ex Uni Friends - Ooi, Jai Ding, Yann Fei & Catherine

My Old Schoolmates -

Jiar Man, Wai Huan, Syee Wei, Yoke Ying &

One of my ex uni friend - Yen Mey

- My Girls -

- My Ex Uni Gang -

Birthday Girl ^^

Faye, Mey, Me, Yy & Cat

Special Thanks to them my BBF - Yen Mey & Yoke Ying

Thanks for all the time by my side.. and I'm happy with the dress up of you both..

Muahaha ^^

See 3 gorgeous girls here..

Me and My lovely sisters - Sinn Chai & Yann Chai

I love you 2 so much..

My mature look..

My birthday presents..

My actual Birthday is today

16 - 01 - 2011

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

to me

+ May my dream come true +

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

I would like to Greet all you :-

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011

Wish you guys all the best..

Happy always.. Stay Cool..

+ May God Bless Us +

May Everyday is Good Day for me ^^

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T06:30:00.002+08:00

This is the second times I post Merry Christmas in my blog.. Which means already another end of year.. I think a lot of people like Christmas because everyone can has so much joys in this day.. During Christmas eve.. everyone is busy with dressing up nicely date with friends.. go for count down.. exchange gift.. having big turkey meal with family.. friends or love one.. Everywhere is full of Christmas atmosphere..

But I guess there are somebody will still same as me just past it as usual day.. It doesn't mean I don't like Christmas.. I like to have a jolly time during every festival.. I got a lot of friends did date me out for Christmas count down.. but I have rejected all.. Actually I got my own dream of celebration of Christmas.. It still not yet come true.. So I'm waiting for it.. Hope that it may come true one day..

So time year I'm still as usual past a lonely Christmas.. and I feel that this my lovely Bosco's song match my feeling in this moment..

重唱过气圣诗走过人潮仍旧愉快
全世界大合唱只得我听见了天籁
而我最怕逛街被浮夸灯饰出卖
大众惊我孤单不快路过商店继续放大
节日姿态

期望世界并没圣诞
谁亦叫我妒忌的一晚
出席联欢晚会将礼物再拣
并无对象可给我挂单
难道这晚特别怕冷
人墙内擦过寂寞应该惯
这座城围着倒数快乐时间
谁又发觉在我天台我独个面对夜阑
给我自己礼物都不算最惨过热闹圣诞

朋友约我晚餐恐怕人前胡乱大醉
人造繁盛状态只不过替爱侣点缀
来派对去庆祝若然不小心淌泪
令到亲友挥之不去被我一个破坏节日
我亦不对

期望世界并没圣诞
谁亦叫我妒忌的一晚
出席联欢晚会将礼物再拣
并无对象可给我挂单
难道这晚特别怕冷
人墙内擦过寂寞应该惯
这座城围着倒数快乐时间
谁又发觉在我天台我独个面对夜阑
给我自己礼物都不算最惨过热闹圣诞

凡人互相安慰而我一位对着电脑
想像每个教堂别人为伴侣祷告
我却听不到

明日世界并没圣诞
谁亦叫我妒忌的一晚
火树银花也许给我望过一眼
而明亮风景太灿烂
难道这晚特别怕冷
能随便买醉便活多一晚
这乐园唯独我一个是逃犯
只好细看万个灯胆照下去夜也是蓝
不快乐不快乐数多次也许已踏入圣诞

比较露宿一个老者我亦未算冷

P/S :

By the way.. I would like to wish everyone here having a joyful Christmas 2010..

+ MERRY CHRISTMAS +

Life with no regrets

2010-12-09T11:00:00.003+08:00

Is coming to end of year.. All the time I use to think time pass so slow.. I always ask people around me.. How come the time pass so slow.. but what to say.. now already december.. Usually when the year is come until the end.. what will you think.. I will look back over a year what I have done.. So I can know whether I past my time preciously or not.. Well.. I find out myself not really appreciate my time.. Over a year.. I just seem like did nothing..

Why do we live for.. Actually we are doing a recyle of life.. all of us are doing the same thing.. is depend on whether do we make good use of it.. Now matter what have happen.. life still go on.. Time will not wait for us.. I use to look back and I like to blame.. For something bad happened to me.. I will blame everything.. I will blame myself.. blame people around.. Last time I use to blame God too.. and mostly my questions sure start with WHY.. "Why I don't.." "Why is me.." "Why I can't.." "Why do I.." and then I will try to escape from it.. Is not to think how to solve it..

When the problem already occur.. you do not solve it.. The problem will forever there.. Even though you can escape from it now.. you can avoid it few times but one day it may come back to you again.. This is for what I had realize.. All the time just keep on blaming this and that.. time past day by day.. and at the end did nothing.. Isn't it a waste..

This is a very worse attitude that I have.. I rather wasting all my time of blaming yet not to make full use on it.. After some incident happened to me I learn to know that fact we can't change but we can make future.. I always tell myself make my dream come true and want a bright future.. Always is just those same words "I think" "I want" "I wish".. but never work for it..

I have to admit actually I'm not really a faithful person to God.. But I always believe that God will make a way for us.. God will give us chances.. We will not know God will plan what way for us.. when our chances will come.. For some who do not believe in God.. They will think human make right.. Is it true? I want to ask sometimes when you want to get something.. No matter how hard you try to make it but is still can't come true.. Why is that so? Maybe you still can say not work hard enough.. So when you think you already make your life perfect but the next day you suddenly pass away.. Why is that so? We have to accept that something is not we - human can make it..

For what we can do is make good use in every single minute that we have.. Try our very best to make our dream come true.. to achieve what we expect our life is.. Do not blindly go through your life.. When you recall the past only find out you did nothing.. Make your life with no regrets.. This is what we call cherish life..

Arigatou (Thank You)

2010-11-28T15:22:00.008+08:00

无论是谁,都会在不经意间失去什么

空留下了一段回忆

心急慌忙之间
就象不能言语的人偶一样
就象流浪在街角的无主的猫一样
听到的都是不能辨认声音

如果能够再一次与你相会的话
只想对你说一句
谢谢,谢谢

即使被时间所伤害
我也希望能够感觉到你的存在
即使只有回忆来安慰
无论何时你都在此处

如果能够再一次与你相会的话
只想对你说一句
谢谢,谢谢

如果能够再一次与你相会的话
只想对你说一句

如果能够再一次与你相会的话
只想对你说一句
谢谢,谢谢

即使被时间所伤害
我也希望能够感觉到你的存在

P/S :

When the 1st time I listen to this song..

Really touch my heart..

I don't know why..

Maybe is the soft voice and the meaningful lyric..

If you don't understand Chinese is okay..

Because there's English lyric in the video..

English is Important

2010-11-23T15:36:00.004+08:00

Recently I suppose to be very busy with my individual assignment.. Well.. I made myself actually look busy yet I'm not.. 3 weeks later is my due date to pass up my assignment.. My English standard is poor.. and I'm little too lazy.. I did find lot of informations for my assignment but I just seem like read nothing..

Maybe since foundation in my previous university I use to depend on other people.. There is no individual assignment.. and I can always do copy and paste works when the time I'm there.. seriously I mean it.. I still remember my last semester stayed in my previous university.. Year 2 semester 1.. I got my individual assignment.. I don't even have to read the question.. My friend help me did it.. We all just copy from other and change some figure and we got grade A..

Other than that all group assignment.. Just do a little part.. that's it.. when I'm here now.. it seem like so hard for me to catch up.. No more spoon feeding no more copy and paste work.. Got to have good English standard to do my work if I want to score higher mark..

Just feel regret about last time I never brush up my English.. when you not really have to use on it.. you won't feel it is important.. Now I have to.. and I feel that it is really important.. How am I going to complete my assignment well.. Done it and pass up is easy but I hope that can score better.. There is a little bit problem for me.. haiz =(

Should I miss last time when I'm in my previous university or I should feel happy that I'm here so that I can improve myself and learn to be independent to complete all my works..

Blowing Bubbles

2010-10-24T20:33:00.004+08:00

Blowing bubbles

In the air

Like my dreams

They disappear

Perfect

Round

Then hit the ground

Without a trace left anywhere

Transparent

Rainbow-colored glow

Drifting silent

To and fro

And though I want each one to last

I just can't catch them very fast

Pop!

It's over now

It's in the past

BY : LA ROSE

P/S :

The bubbles blown..

Float through the air and eventually burst..

They are fragile and are hard to capture and hold..

Don't give up

2010-10-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

In this world that surrounds us
We sometimes brake down and fall
Those who stand above us
Can make us seem so small

We tremble under the weight
Of the problems that hold us down
And when we start to collapse
There seems to be no one around

We try to fight in this world
That always seems to fight back
Sometimes we’re not strong enough though
There are too many things we lack

We’ll hide away in corners
Put upon ourselves pain
But there’s no escape from this life
We all must suffer the same

But although we may struggle
And yes we all do fall
I’ll stand by your side
I’ll stay with you through it all

And if you start to tremble
Or even brake down
I’m your shoulder to cry on
I’ll always be around

We all have our faults
Are up and are downs
We cant always smile all the time
Everyone has to frown

No, no ones perfect
And no one is the same
We’re in this world together
We all play the same game

If we stick together
No matter whats to come
With a little faith and hope
Anything can be done

We all get those bad times
Each and every one of us
But I promise it will get better
Just don’t you give up

But when you feel like you want too
Please just remember this
You can die at any time
But it takes a strong person to live

We all suffer sometimes in our lives.. Some of us suffer loss.. Others from the feeling of being different.. There are so many things that bring us down.. Some sit in their rooms and just cry and pray for a better life.. Some of us can’t handle.. things and reach for the knife.. Whatever makes you depressed.. No matter how down you feel.. How close to giving up you get.. Don’t!!!

Hold on.. Be strong.. There is always someone out there who cares for you.. Life has it’s up and downs.. And one day.. It’ll look up for you too.. If you need someone turn too.. I'm here.. For anyone who need me

BY : ANGEL OF YOUR DARKNESS

P/S :
It is very meaningful..
Full of encouragement..
But how many people can do so..
In this world really got "me" mention in the poem?
Who will help..
I just don't think so there's someone there..

Day 4 (Last Day)_One Utama

2010-10-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day we together here.. they are leaving today.. because tomorrow is their school reopen.. We have to back to our own career.. So we didn't plan to go anywhere.. Just go for the place nearby - One Utama.. If got transport One Utama is consider near my place.. because of them my 1st time driving in KL.. I drive to 1U.. How great I am.. but I won't forget to thank YM's iPhone gps.. haha.. If not I won't be able to reach..

Actually we go there just want to have dinner at Shogun (Sushi Buffet).. Quite disappointed with Shogun.. How can it getting worse and worse.. This time even oyster also don't have.. Really regret to have dinner there.. What a waste..

While waiting for dinner time..

Finally reach the time they have to leave already.. Send them to ktm station.. How much I'm not willing to let them leave.. I need to back with my silence days.. I will miss them so much.. and I know they are also the same.. Do take care my friends.. I'm looking forward for our next time meet up.. and we work hard together for our dreams even in different places..

- BFF -

Day 3_Bukit Tinggi

2010-10-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

At 1st we are still thinking about go to Malacca or Bukit Tinggi.. but because of budget problem.. We choose to go for 1 day trip in Bukit Tinggi.. We must thanks God also let us reach Berjaya Hotel on time so that we didn't miss the shuttle van because we wake up late already.. If not we no need go to Bukit Tinggi already.. we just can hanging in Time Square..

Need to say Thank You to my eldest sister for fetching us and search for the information for us..

-My lovely Sinn Chai -

Here is the map of Berjaya Hills..

Here we are - Colmar Tropicale

The sun shining upon.. and I'm so clever standing at the shade place..

- 3 of us -

I like clown.. They are so cute..

At 1st want to play pool.. but there's noone they bother us..

Omg.. I love huge bear ^^

Actually we are not enough time to go for all the places.. Now only we know why those people want to stay over night there.. but is ok.. We will go for 2nd times.. What's the different with Genting highland and Berjaya Hills.. Berjaya Hills is good for relax there.. nothing to play.. and we still need to walk a lot there.. So if you are not really like to exercise better not to go..

- Japanese Tea House -

We rent kimono there for photos shooting.. Actually is freaking hot.. but we already there.. so must have some fun.. Somemore we had become model there.. Got some tourists want to take photos with us all because of we are wearing kimono..

3 Pretty Girls..

So funny right..

- Back view -

The people working there asked us post like this..

- Resting -

Finally we back to Berjaya Hotel.. When in the van.. Just seem like doing sauna inside.. Really so hot and tired.. Once we reach the hotel.. immediately resting on the sofa already.. haha.. So sleepy also.. But have a nice trip there..

Day 2_Sunway Pyramid

2010-10-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

Today we go to Sunway Pyramid.. because want to meet up a friend from Subang.. and YY said want to play skating.. Well.. actually I'm not really interested with it.. It is quite a distance from my place to Sunway Pyramid.. We have to take ktm and bus only can reach the place.. It takes almost an hour..

I got a little proud of myself.. haha.. I did a good job.. I'm inside the train and there's a woman hugging a baby come inside the train with no sit.. and I saw nobody let the woman sit so I let my place to her.. Well.. I feel so happy and the little baby is so cute..

While waiting for the train..

Ultra-man, Converse & Everlast

- With fairy wheel -

We meet up Mee Hui and having lunch at Sake Sushi.. We just chit chat awhile and have a short gathering with her.. She didn't join us playing for all those.. When we back home.. I just feel like my right hand freaking tired.. I keep on think how can it be.. only I remember we played archery and bowling use too much of right hand energy..

- Mee Hui & Yoke Ying-

They are 1st time to play archery..

This only my favorite.. ^^

- 4 of us -

You know what.. I'm forcing to play skating.. I'm really shame on it.. because in 2 hours I just only walked 2 rounds and I have to lean on the wall to finish my 2 rounds.. YY and YM did asked me hand off from the wall but I'm worrying I will fall down.. that time must be more embarrassing.. I rather leaning on the wall.. Well.. the is the 1st and last time..

- My 1st experience -

They are really excited.. but I'm not.. Don't see my picture look so happy.. I just want my picture look nice.. haha..

Day 1_My Place

2010-10-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

I'm living in KL almost a month already.. keep waiting for my dear YY and YM semester break so that they able come to visit me.. Yeah.. finally this day come.. I'm really miss them so much.. I got a lot of stories want to share with them.. Long time we never pillow talk already.. I want to have a lot of fun with them..

- YM - YY - ME -

- Crazy Us -

This is the souvenir I get from Yen Mey from Hat Yai.. Muahaha

This represent 3 of us..

Once upon a broken heart

2010-10-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

Once upon a broken heart

I drifted day to day

Lost in the loneliness

My heart fell astray

Once upon a time

You held me close to you

A misty haze of deceit

I couldn't see through

Once up a lifetime

Seems so long ago

In a world full of lies

I didn't want to know

Then once up a daydream

He walked gracefully past me

Through all the darkness

He taught me to believe

Now once upon a fairy tale

With skies purely blue

I find my beautiful reality

In every moment I spend with you

BY : ANGEL OF YOUR DARKNESS

P/S :
I don't know how to describe my feeling..
Hoping something that will not happen..
All my mind is just a hope..
Time passed and my hope get into the fact..
Today I just can recall back from my memory..
Do YOU remember that..

Please tell me who you are

2010-10-05T18:00:00.006+08:00

Can you take shattered glass

And make it back into something whole
Can you take all the tiny pieces
And once again mend my soul?

Can you control the sea
Or catch the wind in a net?
Can you erase my memories
The pain can I forget?

Can you bring out the sunshine
Always straight after the rain?
Can you bring the light into my life
So I can see through all the pain?

If you cannot do these things
Then what is there left for me?
Can you put air into dead lungs
Can you help me breathe?

I've fallen beyond helping
I've drifted way too far
But if you can mend these things
Please tell me who you are

BY : ANGEL OF YOUR DARKNESS

P/S :

Looking out from window in the train..

Raining outside..

Rain spot cover the window..

My feeling at the moment just as the weather..

Happy Birthday to Yoke Ying

2010-10-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

Can anyone tell me time pass fast or slow.. Sometimes I feel like time pass so slow.. But today I feel like time pass so fast.. YY's birthday again.. I still remember last year I celebrated her birthday in KL.. That time just 2 of us at my sisters's place.. This year also the same 2 of us only among all friends.. But this year still got my 2nd sister along..

Sorry dear can't celebrate with you at your actual day 3/10/10.. Hmm.. We took our dinner at San Francisco Steakhouse located in Ipoh.. after that go for bowling session.. Don't know is it call celebration or just a gathering among 2 of us.. but quite happy with it.. and we eat a lot..

- Apple Pie -

- Butter Bread -

- Potato Skin -

Well.. I forget what all this call.. but this 3 set finished by me and yy.. and my sister did help a bit.. haha..

My Sister's meal..

Birthday Girl & I

Didn't wear socks that time.. so have to buy at there.. See how nice I'm wearing this socks.. I'm playing with this.. ^^

Finally she beat down me one round..

+ HAPPY BIRTHDAY +

MY DEAR - YOKE YING

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST

HAPPY ALWAYS

Real World

2010-09-27T03:42:00.002+08:00

Recently keep on watch movies since my class just start and I'm still can waste a little time.. I did feel quite tough with my study.. Although the subject I need to take is lesser.. but the system and the exam requirement really screw me up..

I don't know why recently I just can't have a good night sleep.. Actually I got a lot of thing want to share here.. my mind always got a lot of thing come out.. when I'm here to write a post.. my mind seem like nothing already.. Just like those author when got an idea must immediately drop it down.. if not it may fly away in another second..

Watch a movie or drama can help u learn something from it.. Do you think so.. Just like a Taiwan drama <钟无艳>.. I think a lot of people also listen this name before right.. and how about as the proverb said "有事钟无艳，无事夏迎春".. The original story of 钟无艳 is about she's a ugly girl.. The king send her for a war and promise that if she win the war she can become the queen.. but during the period the king already forget what he had promised.. always enjoy with 夏迎春 who is a pretty and sexy girl.. story end up with 钟无艳 give up the king.. because no matter how hard she work for.. the king will never see it all because of she's ugly..

Hmm.. I keep think of it.. I ask myself in the world is it everyone so realism.. when the thing got the value you will still keep it.. after the thing lost of value.. you just throw it away.. same as when a person still mean value for you.. you will not leave the person behind.. but once you think the person is not worth for you to spend time on it.. you just kick the person away.. For what I know is yes.. That's true..

I hate people who is like this.. but I did ask myself.. am I the same.. Do I did the same before.. Well.. Honestly my answer is yes.. In side the drama.. the actress said she hate people judging a person by outlook because she doesn't have a good outlook but then she realize she is just the same.. but is in some other way.. This is as what we said "everyone is just can see other people mistake but can't see their own mistake..

Why can't we just change this kind of stupid thinking.. I hope I can yet I can't.. I always tell myself "要嫌弃别人，先想想自己是否没东西让人嫌弃。" No one is perfect.. is depend how you see from it.. but in this society.. human is cruel.. even myself.. You will not satisfy with what you have now.. You wish to get better one.. always think of get a even more better one compare to the previous or what you are having now.. this is the fact..

I just want to ask.. who will like to get a new thing that is worse than the previous one.. Just like a cellphone.. when you want to change.. of course choose the most advanced one.. but got 2 perspectives for a person to choose something.. 1 is depend on the outlook.. another is depend on the utility.. for some cellphone outlook is really attractive but it maybe not durable.. some maybe the outlook is not outstanding but it is durable.. which you will choose for..

I'm not with a shallow-brained.. I just tell the truth.. Nowadays mostly people will 1st depend on outlook.. no matter in what.. Just think about you are a consumer.. when you want to purchase something.. is it the thing with a well packaging will attract you the 1st.. Or in a company.. got 2 person interview for the same job.. 1 is with a good looking but the other not.. which the boss will choose..

We can't blame anyone.. we just can say this world is cruel.. accept the fact and try to work hard in other way to make people change the view on you.. Do not give up easily.. Even you can't change the view of those people now.. must always remember there are not just those only person in this world.. there will be someone can really see your hard work one day.. Please do not because of a tree give up the whole jungle..

Mid Autumn Festival Night

2010-09-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

Just have a little fun with my elder sister during mid autumn festival night..

She hung 4 lanterns at the balcony and played candles alone..

Haha..

I just hold it as fun for photos shooting..

This is how am I passed this year mid autumn festival..

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

2010-09-22T02:36:00.007+08:00

Still remember when I'm young.. I use to play lantern and candle in my grandparents's house with my sisters and cousins.. We use to put the candles all around the gate.. Put candle in between 2 bricks and a Milo tin's cover on top to cook leaf or candles.. Wow.. I most like to play like this..

Our parents surely get us a lantern.. We all walk around in the housing area.. My elder sister use to choose rabbit.. 2nd sister will choose dragon and I will choose fish.. Haha.. What a memorable childhood.. I miss it..

Now we all already grow up.. My cousins and sisters even myself also have our own career in different places.. No longer gather at my grandparent's house have fun anymore.. Time fly.. We just can appreciated the moment that we have..

Anyway.. Wish everyone here Happy Mid Autumn Festival.. All the best over a year..

- Happy Mid Autumn Festival -

My 1st day in KBU

2010-09-20T23:30:00.004+08:00

The new place that I need to spend 2 years time to complete my degree - KBU.. Well.. 1st day to be here.. You know what.. The feeling this campus give me is just like a secondary school.. Haha.. Maybe I use it to compare with my previous Uni. campus - Utar Kampar..

Wake up early in the morning.. sit the shuttle bus of KBU send me to the campus.. When I reach the campus while waiting for my timetable.. Suddenly a girl come and talk with me.. She ask am I freshman here.. she say she is.. and ask me go hang around the campus with her.. She seem so surprise and say the campus is so big.. I just feel like don't know give what respond to her..

What a boring short briefing take about 2 hours.. It is really complicate for me to remember so many thing.. I need to remember 2 id.. 1 is from KBU another is from Anglia Ruskin University UK.. My course is awarded by ARU.. franchise in KBU.. So whatever also need to send to UK get approve..

Omg.. I just feel like how come so bother.. You want to register for a subject.. You want to change subject or whatever also need to wait for UK reply.. Take about 1 or 2 months.. Can you imagine that if you make some wrong decision like you pick wrong subject.. then you will having a big trouble need to inform ARU..

Another thing that I'm thinking about is assignment.. Now only I know what is call strict from a university.. Is not KBU strict.. is Anglia Ruskin University.. All the students have get a note about guidance on being honest in our work and the policy for the university using a programme to check the student's work from ARU. This programme is to check are we honest in our work.. define as "assessment offences" which including plagiarism.. cheating and collusion.. Need to have 0% same with the actual info from the net..

I feel like dying when I get know all this.. Don't even think about modified friend's work.. senior's work or from the net.. All this I use to do so when I'm in Utar.. Is it good of bad for me??

I don't feel like making friends here.. Don't ask me why.. because myself also don't know.. Haha.. Well.. my new uni life already start.. Although is not what I expect before.. but I still will study hard for my bright future..

KBU

ARU

Lonely night

2010-09-20T04:15:00.001+08:00

Insomnia right now..

sitting beside the window with light off..

can feel the cold wind is blowing over here..

lonely night with keep repeating a Korean song..

everything seem like mess up together..

what is happening actually..

how can it be..

times fly..

but seem like just stop at the moment..

What can I do?

New life

2010-09-15T22:12:00.005+08:00

I reached KL at yesterday night.. The place that I need to continue do my degree there.. I don't know whether should I say my dream already come true or not.. because when I'm after form 5 I keep on request for going KL to do further study.. but that time my dream didn't come true.. My parents choose Utar, Kampar for me..

It is strange to say.. When you request hard for something.. you may not get what you want.. When you just use a usual heart with something.. Maybe it will come to you.. This is what can describe my feeling now..

Do you believe in God will make a way for you? I do.. Before that I got my hard time.. I feel like giving up everything... and at the period I always think of a worship song - God will make a way.. I really like this sentence "God will make a way, where there seems to be no way ".. God did make a way for me.. So that I can have my brand new life as what I dream before.. Thank You Lord..

This afternoon I went to my new study place - KBU to register for my coming intake.. I'm already forget about what's the feeling as a freshman in a new place.. When the 1st enter Utar.. I got few friends accompany.. This time is by my own.. I'm not really excited as the 1st time enter university but got a little bit nervous in a new environment.. I think I can handle it..

This coming 20th will be my 1st day go for new college.. Hope everything is fine and I'm getting ready to fight for my bright future..

Welcome my new life.. Going to enjoy with it.. ^^

- File, T-shirt & Bag -

Yuan is Back

2010-09-11T23:50:00.013+08:00

Yesterday Pei Yuan at facebook said she will be in Ipoh.. Everyone thought she just fooling around.. and I'm one of them.. This afternoon I got so much of miss called from her.. Finally I called back and she asked me to come out.. I was getting shock how come she date me out..

Wow.. She is really back.. She went to Sabah for her further study already about 2 months.. I think that maybe end of year or next year only got the chance to meet up with her.. Well.. I no need to wait so long.. Just now have a gathering with her.. Mee Hui and Wan Hwa..

Let me think and see how long I never meet up with Wan Hwa already.. I think got about half year if not mistaken.. Haha.. happy to meet up with they all.. Wan hwa looks much pretty but Pei Yuan is very thin already.. "Yuan.. You should eat more ok.."

Although is just a short gathering.. but feel great with it.. Everyone have their own career to go through but we will still keep in touch.. Don't know when is the next time we all meet up together again.. All the best to you girls.. Take care..

- Chocolate Steamboat -

Mee Hui had finished all my tomato.. Haha

- Ham Sandwich -

They complaint that I didn't share with them..

I treat you girls next time ok.. =P

See our silly face..

Me, Mee Hui & Wan Hwa

I like this picture..

Badminton Session

2010-08-24T01:37:00.006+08:00

Just now having badminton session with Kaskade's workers.. Wow.. long time never do sport already.. It is really great with sweating.. Muahaha.. I think is time for me to get back a healthy lifestyle.. We plan to play badminton one week 2 or 3 times..

When I'm in secondary school I did represent my class to take part in badminton competition.. Haha.. I got 2nd place.. This already "n" years ago.. Well.. now I want to train myself to be better player.. so I'm already find a "si fu zai" to teach me.. Hope is not too late..

Can't wait for the next coming badmintion section.. ^^

Have a look to my aunty sporty look.. lolz

Goodbye Kampar

2010-08-05T23:30:00.006+08:00

Today I'm really moody.. This afternoon I had pack everything from Kampar Perdana 130.. Is time for me to leave this place.. I have been staying Kampar about 2 years more.. Live in 130 this house about 1 and half years.. There's a lot of memories for me.. included 4 tastes:- sweet.. sour.. bitter.. spicy.. I will never never forget about this place..

All the time when I'm still there I always complaint about I hate Kampar.. I don't like the place.. the environment.. Today when I keep on pack my thing.. A lot of memories fresh back in my mind.. My heart just feel like having something inside so heavy.. I start to miss this place.. miss my master room.. my queen size bed.. most important thing is my friends there..

It seem like I'm leaving there.. My memories will slowly gone.. I start to worry my friends will slowly forget me.. I really miss the time when me.. yy.. ym.. 3 of us always watched movie together in my room with light off.. I miss the time I'm always disturb them.. We laugh together upset together.. make fun together fool around.. keep on take turn to suggest where to have dinner..

- My lovely bed -

Goodbye to all =(

I miss all my friends.. Whole gang always joking around in lecture class.. always "blow water" during break time.. always scare together during exam period.. gossip together.. plan for our graduated trip.. I don't know whether this plan still work or not.. I really wish that this plan will work.. This is my dream..

I want to say Thank You to all of you - my Utar friends.. Thanks for supporting me all the best.. concern and worry about me.. I'm really much appreciate all our friendship.. I will never forget about it.. I hope that you guys will never forget me this friend also - Bi Chai.. I will always support you guys no matter in where and when.. Do take care all the time.. All the best to all my beloved friends.. I will work hard with all of you but in different place..

Last Day of My Job

2010-08-01T23:55:00.006+08:00

Today is my last day of my job.. I'm really upset with it.. I had just work for 3 weeks only.. because there's some personal problem.. I need to stop this job..

In this 3 weeks work in Kopitiam Junction.. I'm really gained a lot of experiences.. I had learn a lot of things.. In between I did think of giving up because it is really tired during weekends or holidays.. but now is time for me to stop.. I'm not really willing to..

Everyday after my work.. I'm sure got a lot of stories to tell my family and friends.. I met up a lot of different people.. There's good and bad also.. I can see a lot of different attitudes and habits of human..

There are a lot of foreign workers.. but all of them treat me so nice.. Got 2 workers I will never forget called Soo and San.. They help me a lot.. When I'm holding heavy thing they will help me to take it.. always help me do my part.. We use to joke and fool around.. Is really happy even though there are foreign worker.. and there is a supervisor called Ms. Ching.. She is really good.. She teach me a lot.. How to handle customers.. Tell me a lot of stories about the passed in Kopitiam..

I will always miss them all.. Well.. This is all about my 1st working experience..

This my payment voucher =(

My 1st Job

2010-07-13T23:00:00.005+08:00

I'm 20 years old now.. I never been work before.. I know many people also same with me.. but I got a lot of friends had their work experiences.. I did help out my mom in her saloon.. but as boss's daughter of course easy a lot.. usually I just keep on walk here and there.. sleep in shop..

When my mom 1st told me that I should find a part-time job to fill up my leisure time.. I'm really excited.. I always think of if I can go out to work.. At 1st I had interview for PC Fair promoter work for 14 hours a day.. but I remember that my secondary friends told me work as waitress can earn much better.. and I more prefer work as a waitress..

So I went for an interview in Kopitiam Junction located in Ipoh Parade.. I was so excited and I can't wait to work already.. I told the manager the next day I can start my job.. Can you all see that how desperate I am.. Haha.. Is it sound funny?

Well.. today is my 1st day of my job.. I had work for 6 hours without sitting.. and my break time is just half an hour.. My legs are really tired but I never think of give up.. I want to earn my 1st own money.. So I will fight for it..

This is my uniform.. included with t-shirt, apron & cap..
Can you see that how old is the cap is??

End of Memory

2010-07-02T22:01:00.004+08:00

I find out that there's nothing can keep forever.. Something that you thought you already keep it or hide it well.. you may lost it one day.. When a thing is not suppose to belong with you.. No matter how hard you want to keep it.. It will lost in some other ways.. This is the fact..

Today I had lost something that I thought I can make it as my part of memories.. I was struggling at that moment.. I keep on think of still got what way I can remain the thing that I wish to keep it well..

But something is really true.. when you want to get something.. there will be lost in something too.. I really believe in this.. Do you? Finally I choose to forget about it.. Although I'm not willing to do so.. I know I have to..

Well.. As many people use to say.. Time can cure many thing.. So I hope time is my best medicine also..

Stupid Day

2010-06-16T19:30:00.001+08:00

You know what.. I think myself really stupid.. Hmm.. All because of I'm running away from my problem.. I really don't know how should I face it.. Hmm.. Yesterday seem like end of world.. My mind totally blank out.. I know myself is trying to escape from my problem.. I keep spending all my time to write blog and I had did something silly again..

I choose to drunk so that I no need to think so much.. I ask 2 of my friends to accompany me.. I just simply because of want to drunk and they have to accompany also.. I know every time if I drink so much of alcohol surely I will vomit.. But I just don't care.. Vomit is really suffer.. Why should I still want to do so.. Is it because of I'm so crazy? I cried out something in my heart.. At that moment.. I just feel like dying but no others..

I keep on cried out what is in my mind.. Something I can't even remember what did I cried out yesterday.. This morning after I wake up I just feel like shame on myself.. What I did is totally non-sense.. What for?? Just like a stupid..

But here I want to thank my friends.. They are really supportive.. and a person that I don't know who is he/she.. This person had leave a comment to my previous post.. Really supportive and full of encouragement.. I hope I can learn from his/her advices.. Especially YY and YM.. I know they try hard to make me feel better.. So I'm glad to meet them.. Thank you my friends..

Good-for-nothing

2010-06-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

You know what.. Actually everyone of us should be so understand your own right? Last time I use to be clear of myself.. I know my own characteristics.. I know what I want.. I know what should I do even I do not follow.. I still will be clear about my mind..

Recently only I realize actually I do not understand myself.. Sometimes I really got the feeling of hate to myself.. I don't know why.. Last time when I was in my primary or secondary school.. My teachers, my friends, my relatives or my family told me that I'm a smart girl.. but I just so playful.. do not take thing serious.. In my studies.. for those mid-term exam I surely just get the passing result.. But once for those important exam like UPSR, PMR or even SPM.. I can get better result at least few As..

Do you believe that a person will slowly become stupid once he or she grows up? I really find out that I'm a stupid fellow.. I really don't understand how can I survive for my previous studies.. I always ask myself do not take thing easy.. Since a lot of incident happened to me from the passed until now.. I had missed up a lot to chances in many thing.. I always told myself I have to.. I must appreciate every chance that I have no matter in what.. But I never appreciate at all.. Never and never..

Always make thing worse until that's the end.. Only I think how to run away from it.. I like to escape from problems.. I always ask myself what is the way to escape.. I think many of you will think that I'm a brave girl right? I'm not! I scare to face problems.. I always just run away from that.. People don't mention.. I just act nothing..

Las time I use to think I like to solve problems.. I do not like to escape from problems.. I use to scold people about that.. Now I find that last time I'm not solving problem.. Actually I thought I want to solve the problems.. is just make thing even worse.. I had made a lot of silly decisions before.. I had hurt a lot of people.. even myself.. I thought myself already grown up from it.. But not at all..

This few years I really don't know what did I do before.. Seem like pass my days without my soul.. What I have did is meaningful.. I can't even find one.. What I have did is really make people happy.. Noone.. In materially I got a lot that other people don't have.. But all are useless.. Now in this moment I really realize I'm good-for-nothing..

Hong Kong Trip_Part 5

2010-05-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

When you are enjoying.. You won't realize the time keep on passed.. Today is the Last day we stay at Hong Kong.. This trip really let me gain a lot.. I've been almost all the famous places in HK.. I can see a lot of different thing which can't find in Malaysia.. The living cost in HK really so high.. You just eat a simple noodle it may cost you hundred dollar.. But even is like that.. I still like this place so much.. You can see those luxury cars in anywhere.. Those police & taxi drivers in HK really so friendly and nice.. Most important thing is what.. So many charming guys there.. Haha.. I will return the HK once i got the chance..

We are now at the 石板街 which located at 中环..

This is the famous Duddell Street (都爹利街)..

The only street with Gas Lamps (煤气路灯)

- Resting -

Time to say Goodbye..

At Hong Kong Airport (赤鱲角機場)

Bye Bye my lovely Hong Kong..

I will be Back!!

Hong Kong Trip_Part 4

2010-05-23T15:10:00.001+08:00

I think this place you guys did listen before right? Madame Tussauds (杜莎夫人蠟像館).. Although can't meet the real artists.. can meet their waxwork also not bad right.. I wish to go this place once I know I got the chance to HK.. So happy..

Reception Centre

Top : Janice (卫兰), Kelly (卫兰), Teresa Teng (邓丽君)

Down : Ronaldinho (小罗纳尔多), Leslie (张国荣), Jay Chow (周杰伦)

Cecilia Cheung (张柏芝)

Bruce Lee (李小龙)

Twins

Gillian Chung (钟欣桐-阿娇) &

Charlene Choi (蔡卓妍-阿Sa)

Madonna (麦当娜)

Yao Ming (姚明)

David Beckham (大卫.贝克汉姆)

Opps.. My dream man..

I got the chance to hug him..

Muahaha..

Ip Man (叶问) - Donnie Yen (甄子丹)

I've wait the chance since I watch Ip man..

See his waxwork I also feel so happy..

I like him so much..

So yeng!!

This I don't know what's the name..

I'm one of them..

Although we never go to Disneyland.. still got the chance see Mickey Mouse & Minnie Mouse (米奇 & 米妮) and their palace..

- Lovely Sisters -

Mickey Mouse & Minnie Mouse (米奇 & 米妮)

Hong Kong Trip_Part 3 (Macau)

2010-05-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

Beside Hong Kong.. We still have time to spend a day in Macau (澳门).. We take jet to Macau from HK.. Hmm.. It takes almost an hour if not mistaken.. 1st time take jet also.. At 1st feel a bit dizzy but after that fall a sleep already so is okay for me.. Didn't nausea..

Our Tickets..

After a short nap.. Feel energetic..

But do you see a black shirt girl??

Haha.. My 2nd sister.. Still need a rest..

This is the place that always we can see in the movie..

But I don't know what the place name..

Snap Snap Snap~

I'm so busy..

Behind that building prove us went to Macau before.. Haha

- 大炮台 -

- 葡京赌场 -

In the Macau Tower (澳門旅遊塔)..

Because is raining so I can't take the tower's photo.. Can't see people play Bungee Jump.. Tell you guys something.. I saw few tourists - white man ask for the Bungee Jump.. but because of raining the receptionist reject them.. Wow.. their disappointed face really so funny..

No chance go to Shang Hai..

but I still can take photo with 海宝..

Haha..

Resting..

Time to leave..

Hmm.. Honestly I'm not really like Macau.. Not really enjoy with it.. You know why.. Those people in Macau is really not friendly at all and no manner.. and there don't have any special place to go.. Boring there..

Hong Kong Trip_Part 2

2010-05-23T14:00:00.000+08:00

Many of my friends ask me do I go to Ocean Park or Disneyland.. Ocean Park I did went to.. but not Disneyland.. Hmm.. I feel that Ocean Park only represented HK.. Disneyland can find in few countries.. Before I go to HK.. Some people told me Ocean Park nothing to enjoy with.. Shouldn't go for that.. Here I want to tell those people.. We never regret to go there.. There are a lot of thing to enjoy.. and I will introduce to other people that Ocean Park is fun..

Deng Deng ~ Ocean Park entrance tickets..

Mine one is the cute panda..

I'm on the way to Bus Station..

Finally I can take photos with taxi (的士)..

In the bus now (搭小巴)..

Here we are.. Ocean Park (海洋公園)

Today is shining day..

Have to take umbrella with me..

The Map of Ocean Park

Everyday Ocean Park will have a schedule to guide you how to enjoy there.. There will state the time for those special shows.. There are few sections of those shows.. so if you miss it you will really wasted.. Ocean Park consists of Lowland and Headland, which are connected by cable or ocean express (海洋列车).. Lowland is called Amazing Asian Animals (亚洲动物天地) and Headland is called (海洋生態園).. mostly is about ocean.. but still got many places in the progress..

Look at my cute elder sister - Sinn Chai

Lovely second sister - Yann Chai

Yipee.. Bi Chai here..

Of course we can't miss it which is Sea Dream (海洋伴我心).. Enjoyed with the Dolphin's Show.. Really get touch when listening the story of the show.. and the music made me feel warm..

Like them so much.. So cute and smart..

You know.. All the way we are at outdoor..

Once we enter this (熊猫山庄)..

Wow.. air corn room..

Panda really so rarity..

There are 2 types of Panda..

Black & White that called - Panda bear

Black & Red that called - Red panda

They are so cute..

Pretty Sisters

The sea lions (海狮-威威) show..

The sea lions is so smart and funny..

Nice show..

Take our rest - My Family

We almost spend a day at Ocean Park.. Although is quite tired.. Worth for it.. We leave in the evening.. and back to our hotel rest awhile 1st..

On the way back to hotel..

Of course can't forget to eat..

This is after a rest..

At night.. eat again..

Eat Eat Eat.. Great!!

3 little charming and adorable sisters..

Hahaha.. Of course we can't miss it to take photos in our hotel room right..

Before sleep..

Hong Kong Trip_Part 1

2010-05-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.. I'm back to Malaysia.. Having a trip with my family during this holidays.. Hmm.. I'm really happy with my HK's trip.. Wow.. This is the 1st time I've been to other country.. HK is the country that I most like and wish to go for.. You know.. I'm a crazy HK's drama Queen.. I always wish to been there.. Now my dream had come true.. Tell u guys a little secret.. This is the my 1st time fly..

Waiting for the plane departure..

Feel free to capture..

Check for the tickets..

But actually I'm just acting there..

My sister already did it..

Our passport here with air ticket..

- Air Asia -

I purposely choose the window sit because I can enjoyed with the view in the plane..

Reach Hong Kong Airport (赤鱲角機場)..

Really so excited..

Wow.. On the way to our hotel..

This is called (青马大桥)..

Reach our lovely hotel -

Empire Hotel (銅鑼灣皇悅酒店)

We use to see this 3 vehicles in HK drama right..

Which are patrol car, ambulance & fire engine (is it called like this I'm not really sure)

(警车，救伤车 & 消防巡逻车)

See.. So nice right.. Can easily find this kind of shop.. Muahaha

I'm now in the Avenue of Stars

(香港星光大道) which at

(香港九龍尖沙咀東的海濱長廊)

Can see where am I??

We are waiting for the night view of Victoria Harbour (維多利亞港海景)

and the Symphonic Light (幻彩詠香江)

Here we are.. The Symphonic Light (幻彩詠香江)

(尖沙咀鐘樓)

(尖沙咀天星碼頭)

Leave 九龍..

Actually there are still lot of photos can show u guys but I'm really lazy to upload so I just choose 1 or 2 of it to upload.. If who is interested with it can ask me to show you next time.. Hehe.. Here a little introduce with Hong Kong Famous Food.. Who had watched HK drama I think they have listen before 避风塘炒蟹 or 杨枝金露.. I really missed those food so much.. It is really nice.. The taste is different can't find in Malaysia..

The middle one is 避风塘炒蟹..

Others I forget the name already..

- Dessert -

The top is 杨枝金露..

Others I forget also.. =P

New Hairstyle

2010-05-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

Finally YY and Yen Mey changed their hairstyle already.. Finally they listen to my advice.. Of course Yen Mey that is not really have big different.. just cut short a bit and cut short her fringe.. Actually I also want to change for a new image.. Hmm.. but not now I think.. I still want to keep my hair more longer because i never did before.. So I want to see that can myself success of not.. Support me ok!!

P/S : Hmm.. Honestly.. YY.. you look nicer with now your new hair style.. Look more fresh.. Haha..

and Yen Mey also.. Look young as your dad praise you.. Muahaha

Yen Mey is disturbing me playing game..

You see this girl really "tham jiak"..

Like that still want to eat..

This is not the photo on that day..

I just want to show you all her new hairstyle..

because that day she's so rush to go back home..

so no time to take photos after she finished changing style..

Still in the process..

Deng Deng Deng ~ Finished

Before & After

Lastly of course we need to take photo together..

My Buddies

2010-04-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

If you ask me what do u like about Utar.. I can just answer you that nothing I like about Utar.. The only thing that I will say like is my gang of friends.. Actually I'm not really like my course but because of my coursemates.. They all are so friendly.. funny.. helpful and else.. Last time i'm not really use to join them.. all is start from this semester.. You know they are really supportive.. When you face problems they will help you and try to make you happy..

Hmm.. here I really want to say thank you to all of you.. Because of you guys make me become stronger.. I really hope that I can graduate with you guys without any incident happen.. and we can make our dream come true which is go for our graduate trip..

Let's take a look for all my buddies..

Today is my group's presentation for the subject-team building.. Our drama show..

We are the main actor and actress -
Lee Fan Shu & Choo Cheong Fen (Me & Catherine)

She is my lou po.. haha.. same "sot" with me..
We use to fool around and gossip together..

You can see we like to act right?

No la.. We are really reading newspaper..

The purple colour shirt's girl is one of my group actress.. others is my buddies..

(Yann Fei, Pei Mei, Yen Mey, Catherine, Me, Pui Yee & Yoke Ying)

I think about yen mey and yoke ying.. I don't need to describe them here.. because my previous post already did that..

Yann fei is a quiet girl.. but when she's getting angry you can never imagine that.. so don't play play..

Pui yee is a cheerful girl.. everytime you will see her with a smiling face..

After my show.. He is one of my buddies - (Chris)

He use to talk "yellow" jokes with us.. It is really funny..

But don't see he seem like play play type..

When he want to study you can see how serious he is..

(Ah Ooi )

We already be friend since we are in foundation.. We are classmates..

That time we already use to fool around..

and so happy that we still maintain until today..

He is a guy that really understanding and friendly..

He so sayang budak kecil.. especially his niece.. haha..

(Jia Ding, Me & Chris)

Jia Ding is a blur guy.. and always let me bully..

He's really gentle and kind.. he helps me a lot..

He likes to help people and will not count for that.. So good right..

(Jian Hong, Me & Catherine)

Jian Hong is very smart and he use to think a lot until can't fall asleep..

He used to argue with me in some topics.. and he got a lot of self theory..

But we like chit chat especially about having trip in somewhere..

(Pei Mei)

This photo took at last Friday during her drama show..

Pei Mei is another quiet girl and she is really concentrate in class..
So usually when i need to get further information about the lecture class or tutorial class.. I will ask her..

Crazy US from 130 - Steamboat

2010-03-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

Yen Mey was staying over night at my house yesterday and today we have to go back Kampar.. Really boring.. Nothing we can do at Ipoh and Kampar.. Only one thing we can do is eat.. At 1st we planned to eat steamboat yesterday at 碳世界 which is YY's house nearby.. Unfortunately there's a lot of people so we change our plan.. Today we are so clever.. We went there early..

This is our 1st round..

- YY -

- Yen Mey -

- Me -

We can't wait to start our 1st round.. We have spending almost 2 hours more at there.. You all can see from the picture.. from the sky bright until it is dark.. and can see from our look.. seem like having war.. It is really fun..

Yy is helping us to fry our foods..

Our turn..

Finally we find someone to help us take photo for us..

Hmm.. Today is really happy but there are some incidents happened make me feel little bit shame.. You know what.. but is funny.. The story is when we are going to pay bill that time.. because we sit outside so need go in the restaurant to pay.. and I'm so clever knock to the glasses wall.. i thought that there's the door.. some more there got a lot of customers.. A table which is whole gang guys.. those people get shock seeing me knocked on it.. because got loud "boom" sound.. Really stupid.. and 3 of us keep laugh non-stop..

Another one is when we are finished our foods.. and as you guys know I'm a little bit playful so i play with those ice-cream n drink there.. we can't finished so i pour in the soup.. when i said "cheers" want to pour that time a worker came and i just faster turn my hand n drink myself.. My 2 dearest friends keep laughing at me.. said that my look that like so funny.. Crazy right.. Finally they laugh at me the whole way back to Kampar.

Crazy US from 130

2010-03-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

I guess somebody maybe will ask what is 130 means.. 130 is my hostel number.. I've been staying here almost 1 and a half year.. Last time i never realize that any fun from there.. But now is different.. You know why.. My hostel has 5 person staying together.. All is female.. Last time it is really quiet.. because everyone will just staying at their own room once they come back.. Every time only me and one of my dearest friend-YY made noise around.. We are not really close with 3 others..

Now is different.. Add more one person.. Who is she?? She is Ong Yen Mey.. I will show our pictures later on.. Haha.. If she know that i mention her big name here.. I think she will be very happy.. Haha.. Let me describe a little bit about her.. She looks quiet.. has a very long dark hair and fair skin.. Most important thing is you can always see her with slipper and middle short pant..

Even though we are not same age.. She's older than me.. Muahaha.. but she likes i bully her.. Crazy right?? We are same course and class.. There's a lot of funny thing from here.. She don't know speak cantonese and when she talk it sound funny.. I use to learn Hokkian from her.. Now i'm improve a lot.. Don't believe?? Let's try with me..

You know i really feel "sien" with her long hair.. Definitely do not have any style.. Fringe and back also same long.. Can you u imagine that? Me and YY use to persuade her to cut her hair.. But every time also failed.. Finally I'm success persuading her go to my mom's saloon.. YY also feel surprise.. lolz.. I also don't know why.. but anyway I'm SUCCESS!!

My mom is cutting her hair..
See what's she look like now?? Scary-nya

She force to take photo with me..(Pity face)

While waiting for her..

Finally..

Before going to Jusco

Before & After
Got different or not??
She feel sad that her short already..

We accompany yen mey to buy her presentation shirt..
While waiting for her again.. Haha

What satisfaction that we have today is our dinner at Korea restaurant. Long time didn't eat Korea food already. So happy with it.. Really so hungry that time can't wait for our dinner.. We order a lot of foods and most important thing is we can finish all.. Muahaha..

All our foods

Deng deng deng deng.. We feel full now..

During CNY

2010-02-20T18:52:00.001+08:00

Every year during CNY i will did the same thing, which is went to my grandpa's house.. At Lunar eve all the relatives will gather there and waiting for get angpao from eldest.. This year nothing special for me.. Still the same.. Hmm.. what a boring CNY..

Here we are..

My lovely relatives -

Me, Jayne, Venus

Yanny, Yann Chai and Sinn Chai

Me, Venus, Yann Chai

Yanny, Carmen, Jayne and Silver

Venus,Jayne, Apple, Yanny and Me

But actually got a little bit special is what.. Cor 2 and Cor 3.. went for movies with family.. Haha.. 72 tenants of prosperity, All's well end wells 2010 and 14 blades.. Many people asked me that how come can get tickets.. Haha.. That's a little secret so sorry about that.. can't tell u guys..

All the 3 movies

Comel or not??

My 2 beloved sisters

Cor 5 that day have a gathering with my primary BBF and 3 other friends.. She back from Singapore.. Long time never meet her.. She looks pretty a lot.. Haha.. miss her so much.. We went to K-box sing K after had our dinner at Greentown..

Soke Qin & Me

Crazy Us

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

2010-02-14T19:55:00.001+08:00

Do u think that time pass so fast? Sometimes i feel that time passed so fast.. but sometimes i just feel that the time seem like never move on.. Now already february of 2010.. So happy becuase i have one week holiday for Chinese New Year.. A little bit excited about getting ang pau and can meet up with old friends. Hehe..

Here i wish all of you : -

# HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR #

@ HAPPY VALENTINES @

My 20th Birthday

2010-01-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

Thank you to all my friends for all the wishes.. I'm really happy with that.. This year I have not really celebrated for my birthday.. All my buddies also busy for their own thing.. but is ok for me.. because myself also do not have any plan..

I want to say thank you for especially 4 person.. I won't be mention their name here.. because their have a little celebration for me.. 2 days before my birthday.. They dated me out for sing K.. and i never expect they will celebrated for me.. I just thought for hang out only..

We were having our dinner at KennyRogers.. So lucky that day.. We didn't know KennyRogers was having promotion.. 1 set get 1 set free.. haha.. At 1st we still surprise how come so many customers there.. some even need to queue up for places.. We were so lucky just went there and there's a table for us already.. After dinner only went for K-box..

My Quater Meal Set + Ice Lemon Tea

She is one of the for person - My dear Li Ying

This is my birthday cake.. Happy with it.. Thanks ya ^^

- With birthday cake -

- Acting cute -

- Li Ying and I -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

(16-01-2010)

WISH MYSELF ALL THE BEST

MAY ALL MY DREAM COME TRUE

GOOD LUCK

AND

HOPE CAN FLY WITH MY DREAM SOON ^@^

Brand New Year

2010-01-02T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.. I'm back.. Recenlty few of my friends always said i never update my blog.. Sorry ya.. As u guys know how lazy I am right.. haha.. So i hope u guys don't mind.. Actually I have nothing much to say here.. I just want to drop something here.. So my blog won't be so outdated..

Here i want to Greet all my friends :-

HAPPY NEW YEAR

+ 2010 +

Wish you guys all the best in this years..

Happy always.. Good Luck ^^

Here am I.. In a brand new year.. My look.. Hmm.. Look a bit stupid.. Haha

Merry Christmas

2009-12-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

Muahahahaha.. Yy is scolding me about now only undated those belated post.. Ai ya.. Don't count so much la.. If not my blog will be so blank.. because nothing to see also.. So i have to post one or two my personal photos here.. So my friends will know how am i looking recently..

25-12-2009

* MERRY CHRISTMAS *

Happy Birthday Li Juen

2009-12-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

14-12-2009

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO

MY FRIEND -

(MONSTER KEW)

KEW LI JUEN

Sorry ya li juen.. As u know right prevoius there's something happened to me.. So i never updated my blog.. hehe.. But i still got greet u on that day right.. Haha.. So i think u won't mind.. Happy always.. LOLx.... ^^

Lost

2009-12-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Recently there's a lot of things happened to me again..
It makes me really can't take a breath..
I really feel so lost..
In real i'm really lost something that's Important for me..
I did cried it out..
But it's no use for me..
The tears don't even wish to drop down..
Just cried out in heart..
My heart just remain a big stone inside..
Nothing else..
I didn't appreciate every chances when i got IT..
And IT is gone..
I will keep think that how can i built it back..
Can i??
I'm really not confidence at all..
Because i don't know what can i do anymore..
What can i do is just face it even though there's thousand of UNWILLINGNESS inside..
Nobody really understand my feeling right now..
They just ask me don't make a silling decision..
But here i want to tell you all..
That's not what you guys can see from outside..
The word - "Wait" for me is just a stupid action..
I already missed up a lot of chances..
Now I just wish to chase back all..
Many people use to ask me will i regret if make the decision..
I really don't know will i regret or not..
But what i can tell is if i does not try to catch up the chance..
I'm really will regret..
I don't know i still can fight with it or not if i still keep waiting..
Everynight i just can't even have a deep rest..
Seeing the sky from dark until bright..
No matter how tired i am..
Before..
My life just like a darkness world but there's a RAINBOW appear..
The colours fill up my world..
Now rainbow is gone..
My world is back as usual..
But i tell myself the RAINBOW will be coming back to me one day..
Just for my imagination..

P/S : I really wish to build IT back..

Can I got the chance?

Please stop the lost feeling for me..

N86

2009-11-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yi pee.. Finally i can changed new handphone.. Really so excited.. Last month i always start to think about change new handset.. My previous one have problem already.. Keypad can't press at all.. I've been using that for 2 years.. Although i still so like it.. i see my friends around many of them change new handset i'm really envy.. hehe..

Everytime passed by those phone shop i sure will stop and have a look.. Keep search what phone that i like.. Actually passed few week i got the chance to change.. but that time i still don't have any idea that what model i want.. finally back home with nothing.. And now I got YOU.. hehe ~ N86.. My sweetie..

Take a look to my previous one - K810i

Bye bye.. I'm sorry i sold YOU out..

Deng deng deng deng ~

My new handset - N86

- Slip phone -

2-way sliding

This don't call what.. Lolz..

Happy Birthday Yoke Ying

2009-11-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry ar my dear Mei.. As u know la.. I'm so lazy and recently only i settle all my stuff.. So please don't mind now only i post a greet here.. hehe ^^.. Hmm.. Last time you and me just a normal classmate.. We do not know each other well.. But i just remember that the Fan Yoke Ying is always tie up all her hair no matter when and no matter where we see her..

You know.. Last time i use to comment people.. I always ask my friend sitting beside me in class - Huan.. I ask her.. "Huan ar.. You say la.. Why yoke ying always tie up all her hair ar.. Not nice lo.. You say if she put down i thk will be better.." Haha.. That's only i know about you..

Usually all of us call her "ah mei".. Why?? I don't know.. I had listen that because she is smallest among us.. Look like "mei mei".. So they all call her "ah mei" and until now today "ah mei" already become her name among all her friends..

The 1st she told me that i have a not really good impression to her.. But after know me only find out actually i'm not.. Lolz.. (Thank you - Mei) Slowly we started to become close friend.. Hmm.. i think that many people have got shock 2 of us will become closer friend same to myself.. After get know well of her.. I find out actually we have a lot of things quite similar.. Our interest.. view.. especially taste.. I like to eat with her.. because we really perfect same taste.. and attitude but of course she's hardworking than me a lot.. Hehe..

Honestly i'm really glad that i know her and can become closer friend with her.. She had passed through a lot of things with me.. really a lot and can't even count.. No matter when where.. She will always gives me support and comfort.. She accompany to pass through my sadness.. Keep on comfort me when i'm upset.. Try her best to help me solve my problems.. Is a good listener.. a good teacher.. She will teach me when i have problems in my study.. I can share everything with her and she won't betray friend.. Really thank you so much..

She is cute.. understanding.. smart and caring.. I still remember that we had argue for once.. That time my feeling is weird.. I don't know how to talk with her.. But she won't angry a person for long.. I try to talk with her and she was nothing already..

Last time i'm not use to have same things with people.. but because of her.. i have change.. Now i can having same clothes with her.. Same type of wallet (but she had lost it ^^).. Bag and else..

Now let us take a look to her..

Fan Yoke Ying (Ah Mei)

- Same Shirt -

- Lecture Class -

This year i didn't join my gang of friends to celebrate her birthday.. When her birthday that day we still at kl and that day was mooncake festival so i celebrate her birhtday and mooncake festival with her and my two beloved sisters at there..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

(3-10-09)

-MY DEAR YY-

- Happy Mooncake Festival -

Only 6 pieces of cakes

Birthday Girl - YY

- Happy 19th Birthday-

Aquaria

2009-11-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

3/10/09 - At 1st me and yy have to go back home by today.. but we really too enjoyed for this trip.. wish can stay at kl one more days.. We wake up quite late actually and we haven't buy bus ticket yet.. I'm so clever.. because i'm worring that my mom will mumble me if i request stay one more day.. So i ask my beloved elder sister help me to request.. Haha.. Luckily she's success.. (Thank You - Sinn Chai ^^)

Today don't have any plan and Sinn Chai suggest that bring us to aquaria.. That my wish too.. Long time ago i wish i can go for aquaria once.. Aquaria gives me the feel like under world..

- Entry -

- Bamboo Shark -
We can touch it you know.. I had touch once.. Syoknya!!

- Starfish -
Can touch too.. Feel like a stone only..

We are discussing how to post..

Opps.. So funny right??

Nice coconut..

- Titanic -

Yi pee!!

- Big Shark -

Omg.. So scare!!

Stupid face..