-Little Demon's Playground-

Saturday, May 28, 2011

New Hair Style

Finally I try a new hair style.. I permed my hair.. All the time you will just see my hair with short or long and it is confirm with straight.. I feel that curly hair will make a person become mature.. I'm not really like it.. because I don't think I'm suitable for it..

Honestly I'm kinda bored with my hair in the same style all the time.. I did think of cut it short but since I have keep it until this length which I never try before.. So I just wish to make some change with it only..

My mom give me a suggestion which is perm my hair into curl.. and she said I'm going to do my intership soon.. Is okay to be mature if I'm really feel that.. Since I have no idea with it.. So I just let my mom design for me..

Well.. I'm quite satisfy with it.. So what do you think?

While waiting for the result..

Come out with this result ^^

Thursday, May 26, 2011

N8

1 and a half year I have changed my phone again.. Is time to follow the trend.. Before I change this phone.. I always tell my friends.. I just don't know why nowadays no matter where you are.. you will just see mostly everyone is holding a smartphone.. iPhone, HTC, Nokia or Samsung.. Everyone is keep on playing with their phone..

What is the point? The main thing I find out is they want to update their latest thing to facebook on time.. Do you realise that photos with mobile uploaded and check in are the activities we always can see in facebook.

For what I can say is this is a trend now.. Well, I can't comment so much about this.. Because I have holding one now.. but I'm still not that updated because I more prefer play games only..

My New Toy

Friday, May 13, 2011

揭下面具做回自己吧

有听过人生如戏吗？人生就像演一场戏。有时候当我们看戏时，很自然会说：“太戏剧化了吧！”可是人生就是这样啊！每个人都在扮演着一个角色。你说他坏的同时也有人会说他好。每个人的定义都不一样。有时候人总是身不由己，明知道那角色是奸的，形势所逼，他们也得扮演下去。无论心里有多少个不愿意。

我们就像戴上了一个面具扮演自己。有谁真的可以完全掌握自己的所有？谁能预测明天？有些人总是开开心心的，优游自在，看起来就像没有烦恼一样。故意让所有人知道自己有多开心，但其实他们内心的问题和烦恼又有谁能看见？有谁真的可以知道别人心里所想的？！

有很多人总会戴着面具，总是不愿意表露真真的自己，尤其是自己寂寞的时候。有很多时候不是他们不要表露，是没办法。不是所有事情都可以如自己所想的那么简单就可以解决。他们惟有伪装着，总是要让别人知道自己有多坚强。从来不会让别人看到自己难过的一面。其实有谁可以一个人独自面对所有的问题？！

尤其是在感情世界里，有很多人都会变得脆弱。夜深人静的时候，他们不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间。可是爱面子的人通常都会表现酷酷与事隔离的样子，就是不希望让别人看到自己脆弱的一面。看着脸带快乐的他们，背后却流下一脸的悲伤。逞强的人总是长期的伪装着，让别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们可以无时无刻的跟一群人谈天说地，其实他们只不过不能承受一个人时的寂寞。

其实是自己单纯，还是不喜欢接受现实？很多人总觉得自己想要的就会如自己所愿的得到。他们想的世界观很简单，所以当问题来了，他们就会选择逃避，然后对自己说没关系的，相信命运吧！所以就要自己装得若无其事的来面对。很多人只想过着简简单单快乐的生活，有个了解自己的伴侣，可以给自己微笑，都很足够了。但是他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，因为他们觉得就算表达出来了也未必得到他人的认同。

别人总是说就算不能够和自己爱的人在一起，只要对方快乐，都觉得满足。是真的吗？有谁真的可以做到这一点？这世上是没有免费的午餐，当你想要得到某一样东西，你就要牺牲自己的一样东西。你要他快乐了吗？你就得牺牲某些东西。

其实生活在伪装里是很辛苦的。有时候累了，真的希望可以停下来。可是当你无从选择，你只可以硬着头皮撑下去。可是自己发觉梦境离自己越来越来远了，不得不去面对现实时，那些所谓的笑容，开心，期待都要停止了。惟有去找一个自己最信赖的人，拆下面具，委屈的掉下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过。为了不要让别人知道自己的脆弱，戴上微笑的面具，但其实心受伤时，眼泪就无法忍住了。可是他们总会在哭过之后，笑笑的擦干眼泪，告诉别人：“没关系，我还可以。”

当自己努力的去让自己的梦想实现时，却总是不能够达成，而到最后自己也不明白问题出在哪里。只会怪自己扮演得不够好。到底要扮到什么时候？想想是不是该停下了吧？与其那样辛苦，还不如揭下面具做回自己，回到现实世界吧。。

Friday, February 11, 2011

大年初八

农历初八晚上很多人都回盛重准备拜天公，我外公家每一年都有拜，场面很热闹，所有亲戚朋友都会到齐，外公会请人来准备自由餐，除此以外来有很多拜祭的食物，到了十二点，就会放鞭炮和放烟花。。可是我已经两三年没去了，因为都是大学开了课，我得回去上课，今年也一样。。

今年是我第一次在KL体验这里的人庆祝年初八的气氛，长到那么大，第一次看烟花看不停，从8点多开始直到凌晨2点多，炮竹的响亮声一直未停过，陆陆续续一直有人在放烟花。本来我真的感觉有点寂寞，可是站高处的天台看着整片天空都闪闪亮亮的，很多孔明灯飘在空中，真的很美。。我突然觉的有点兴奋，开始觉得热闹起来。。

烟花还是不停不停的展放在天空，我也忍不住拿起相机把那么美的一刻拍下来。

在此我愿大家平安安康，笑容都像烟花那样灿烂。。

Very Nice right??

Monday, February 7, 2011

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

Is time to say Happy Chinese New Year to all of you again.. Everyone is happy with it because of the holidays.. I feel that this year Chinese New Year passed a little bit fast than before.. I have listened many feedback from others.. They commented the same.. which is not enough time for them to enjoy with it..

For me.. every chinese new year is the same.. before Cor 1 those few days of course have to help up in my mom's shop.. During lunar eve.. that night all the relatives will be gather in grandpa's house and wait for getting angpao.. Well.. This year has a little bit boring.. seem so less relatives come back my grandpa's place.. Last time at 12a.m. sharp my grandpa house will full of people and feel so crowded.. This year kinda quiet..

This year a little too rush.. So I have no time to meet up with my old friends.. What a waste.. Luckily I still able to watch 2 CNY movies.. Which are All's Well Ends Well 2011 and Mr. And Mrs. Incredible.. Cor 4 I already back to KL because the next day have class to go.. This is how I pass my CNY this year..

- During Lunar eve -

Finished dress up myself..

Before going to Grandpa's house..

Everyone is busy giving angpao or getting angpao..

My lovely sisters..

All my pretty cousins..

- Cor 1 -

Go for movie..

Mr. And Mrs. Incredible

- Cor 2 -

Morning go for movie after that go back to father hometown..

All's Well Ends Well 2011

Every year back to father hometown the most enjoyable thing is can eat this as we call "xiu mai"..

This is hand make "xiu mai" by my uncle.. which is father's 2nd elder brother.. This restaurant is last time operated by my "Yeye" (Grandpa) until today continue by my uncle.. This place is full of memories for my uncles and aunties..

It is very lucky that I meet up YY there..

Her relative also same hometown..

She is visiting her relative on the same day..

- Cor 3 -

Today is nothing to do..

We just hangging at Jusco and Ipoh Parade..

Before going out..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2011 TO YOU PEOPLE ^^

Sunday, January 16, 2011

My Blessed 21st Birthday

I had celebrated my 21st birthday yesterday.. Here I would like to say thank you to all of you for my birthday wishes.. I really much appreciate.. With this birthday.. I had went through some different feeling.. Included happy, upset, excited and disappointed.. Actually I have plan for myself how am I going to pass my 21st birthday.. Early year ago.. I've been thinking about this.. I hope that it will be a very memorable and unforgetable birthday I ever have..

Time passed day by day.. It is getting nearer and nearer to my big day.. I start to plan how am I going to celebrate my big day and who I need to invite .. My relatives and all my friends.. Old friends and current friends.. I did expect all of them will attend.. I wish to get all their blessing wishes.. But sometime thing will not go with what you expect.. Some people really have their own unconvenient reason so that can't make it.. I'm kinda dissappointed but I still can accept for it.. Upset is for those some of my caring friends.. I know that they are able to make it but is just maybe I'm no longer important for them so that they just simply give some excuses to reject.. This really show me clearly that there are no what people said forever friend or keep in touch.. Although the celebration is not what I expect before.. I'm still happy with it.. and it also brings me some precious memory..

Besides.. I will not forget to thanks all the guests who attended my birthday bash with those precious birthday presents.. You guys brought me a lot of joys on this day..