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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Please tell me who you are

Can you take shattered glass
And make it back into something whole
Can you take all the tiny pieces
And once again mend my soul?

Can you control the sea
Or catch the wind in a net?
Can you erase my memories
The pain can I forget?

Can you bring out the sunshine
Always straight after the rain?
Can you bring the light into my life
So I can see through all the pain?

If you cannot do these things
Then what is there left for me?
Can you put air into dead lungs
Can you help me breathe?

I've fallen beyond helping
I've drifted way too far
But if you can mend these things
Please tell me who you are

BY : ANGEL OF YOUR DARKNESS


P/S :
Looking out from window in the train..
Raining outside..
Rain spot cover the window..
My feeling at the moment just as the weather..

Monday, October 4, 2010

Happy Birthday to Yoke Ying

Can anyone tell me time pass fast or slow.. Sometimes I feel like time pass so slow.. But today I feel like time pass so fast.. YY's birthday again.. I still remember last year I celebrated her birthday in KL.. That time just 2 of us at my sisters's place.. This year also the same 2 of us only among all friends.. But this year still got my 2nd sister along..

Sorry dear can't celebrate with you at your actual day 3/10/10.. Hmm.. We took our dinner at San Francisco Steakhouse located in Ipoh.. after that go for bowling session.. Don't know is it call celebration or just a gathering among 2 of us.. but quite happy with it.. and we eat a lot..


- Apple Pie -


- Butter Bread -


- Potato Skin -


Well.. I forget what all this call.. but this 3 set finished by me and yy.. and my sister did help a bit.. haha..


My Sister's meal..


Birthday Girl & I


Didn't wear socks that time.. so have to buy at there.. See how nice I'm wearing this socks.. I'm playing with this.. ^^


Finally she beat down me one round..


+ HAPPY BIRTHDAY +
MY DEAR - YOKE YING

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST
HAPPY ALWAYS

Monday, September 27, 2010

Real World

Recently keep on watch movies since my class just start and I'm still can waste a little time.. I did feel quite tough with my study.. Although the subject I need to take is lesser.. but the system and the exam requirement really screw me up..

I don't know why recently I just can't have a good night sleep.. Actually I got a lot of thing want to share here.. my mind always got a lot of thing come out.. when I'm here to write a post.. my mind seem like nothing already.. Just like those author when got an idea must immediately drop it down.. if not it may fly away in another second..

Watch a movie or drama can help u learn something from it.. Do you think so.. Just like a Taiwan drama <钟无艳>.. I think a lot of people also listen this name before right.. and how about as the proverb said "有事钟无艳,无事夏迎春".. The original story of 钟无艳 is about she's a ugly girl.. The king send her for a war and promise that if she win the war she can become the queen.. but during the period the king already forget what he had promised.. always enjoy with 夏迎春 who is a pretty and sexy girl.. story end up with 钟无艳 give up the king.. because no matter how hard she work for.. the king will never see it all because of she's ugly..

Hmm.. I keep think of it.. I ask myself in the world is it everyone so realism.. when the thing got the value you will still keep it.. after the thing lost of value.. you just throw it away.. same as when a person still mean value for you.. you will not leave the person behind.. but once you think the person is not worth for you to spend time on it.. you just kick the person away.. For what I know is yes.. That's true..

I hate people who is like this.. but I did ask myself.. am I the same.. Do I did the same before.. Well.. Honestly my answer is yes.. In side the drama.. the actress said she hate people judging a person by outlook because she doesn't have a good outlook but then she realize she is just the same.. but is in some other way.. This is as what we said "everyone is just can see other people mistake but can't see their own mistake..

Why can't we just change this kind of stupid thinking.. I hope I can yet I can't.. I always tell myself "要嫌弃别人,先想想自己是否没东西让人嫌弃。" No one is perfect.. is depend how you see from it.. but in this society.. human is cruel.. even myself.. You will not satisfy with what you have now.. You wish to get better one.. always think of get a even more better one compare to the previous or what you are having now.. this is the fact..

I just want to ask.. who will like to get a new thing that is worse than the previous one.. Just like a cellphone.. when you want to change.. of course choose the most advanced one.. but got 2 perspectives for a person to choose something.. 1 is depend on the outlook.. another is depend on the utility.. for some cellphone outlook is really attractive but it maybe not durable.. some maybe the outlook is not outstanding but it is durable.. which you will choose for..

I'm not with a shallow-brained.. I just tell the truth.. Nowadays mostly people will 1st depend on outlook.. no matter in what.. Just think about you are a consumer.. when you want to purchase something.. is it the thing with a well packaging will attract you the 1st.. Or in a company.. got 2 person interview for the same job.. 1 is with a good looking but the other not.. which the boss will choose..

We can't blame anyone.. we just can say this world is cruel.. accept the fact and try to work hard in other way to make people change the view on you.. Do not give up easily.. Even you can't change the view of those people now.. must always remember there are not just those only person in this world.. there will be someone can really see your hard work one day.. Please do not because of a tree give up the whole jungle..

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mid Autumn Festival Night

Just have a little fun with my elder sister during mid autumn festival night..

She hung 4 lanterns at the balcony and played candles alone..

Haha..

I just hold it as fun for photos shooting..

This is how am I passed this year mid autumn festival..

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

Still remember when I'm young.. I use to play lantern and candle in my grandparents's house with my sisters and cousins.. We use to put the candles all around the gate.. Put candle in between 2 bricks and a Milo tin's cover on top to cook leaf or candles.. Wow.. I most like to play like this..

Our parents surely get us a lantern.. We all walk around in the housing area.. My elder sister use to choose rabbit.. 2nd sister will choose dragon and I will choose fish.. Haha.. What a memorable childhood.. I miss it..

Now we all already grow up.. My cousins and sisters even myself also have our own career in different places.. No longer gather at my grandparent's house have fun anymore.. Time fly.. We just can appreciated the moment that we have..

Anyway.. Wish everyone here Happy Mid Autumn Festival.. All the best over a year..



- Happy Mid Autumn Festival -

Monday, September 20, 2010

My 1st day in KBU

The new place that I need to spend 2 years time to complete my degree - KBU.. Well.. 1st day to be here.. You know what.. The feeling this campus give me is just like a secondary school.. Haha.. Maybe I use it to compare with my previous Uni. campus - Utar Kampar..

Wake up early in the morning.. sit the shuttle bus of KBU send me to the campus.. When I reach the campus while waiting for my timetable.. Suddenly a girl come and talk with me.. She ask am I freshman here.. she say she is.. and ask me go hang around the campus with her.. She seem so surprise and say the campus is so big.. I just feel like don't know give what respond to her..

What a boring short briefing take about 2 hours.. It is really complicate for me to remember so many thing.. I need to remember 2 id.. 1 is from KBU another is from Anglia Ruskin University UK.. My course is awarded by ARU.. franchise in KBU.. So whatever also need to send to UK get approve..

Omg.. I just feel like how come so bother.. You want to register for a subject.. You want to change subject or whatever also need to wait for UK reply.. Take about 1 or 2 months.. Can you imagine that if you make some wrong decision like you pick wrong subject.. then you will having a big trouble need to inform ARU..

Another thing that I'm thinking about is assignment.. Now only I know what is call strict from a university.. Is not KBU strict.. is Anglia Ruskin University.. All the students have get a note about guidance on being honest in our work and the policy for the university using a programme to check the student's work from ARU. This programme is to check are we honest in our work.. define as "assessment offences" which including plagiarism.. cheating and collusion.. Need to have 0% same with the actual info from the net..

I feel like dying when I get know all this.. Don't even think about modified friend's work.. senior's work or from the net.. All this I use to do so when I'm in Utar.. Is it good of bad for me??

I don't feel like making friends here.. Don't ask me why.. because myself also don't know.. Haha.. Well.. my new uni life already start.. Although is not what I expect before.. but I still will study hard for my bright future..


KBU


ARU

Lonely night


Insomnia right now..

sitting beside the window with light off..

can feel the cold wind is blowing over here..

lonely night with keep repeating a Korean song..

everything seem like mess up together..

what is happening actually..

how can it be..

times fly..

but seem like just stop at the moment..

What can I do?