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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas

Muahahahaha.. Yy is scolding me about now only undated those belated post.. Ai ya.. Don't count so much la.. If not my blog will be so blank.. because nothing to see also.. So i have to post one or two my personal photos here.. So my friends will know how am i looking recently..



Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Happy Birthday Li Juen



Sorry ya li juen.. As u know right prevoius there's something happened to me.. So i never updated my blog.. hehe.. But i still got greet u on that day right.. Haha.. So i think u won't mind.. Happy always.. LOLx.... ^^

Thursday, December 10, 2009


Recently there's a lot of things happened to me again..
It makes me really can't take a breath..
I really feel so lost..
In real i'm really lost something that's Important for me..
I did cried it out..
But it's no use for me..
The tears don't even wish to drop down..
Just cried out in heart..
My heart just remain a big stone inside..
Nothing else..
I didn't appreciate every chances when i got IT..
And IT is gone..
I will keep think that how can i built it back..
Can i??
I'm really not confidence at all..
Because i don't know what can i do anymore..
What can i do is just face it even though there's thousand of UNWILLINGNESS inside..
Nobody really understand my feeling right now..
They just ask me don't make a silling decision..
But here i want to tell you all..
That's not what you guys can see from outside..
The word - "Wait" for me is just a stupid action..
I already missed up a lot of chances..
Now I just wish to chase back all..
Many people use to ask me will i regret if make the decision..
I really don't know will i regret or not..
But what i can tell is if i does not try to catch up the chance..
I'm really will regret..
I don't know i still can fight with it or not if i still keep waiting..
Everynight i just can't even have a deep rest..
Seeing the sky from dark until bright..
No matter how tired i am..
My life just like a darkness world but there's a RAINBOW appear..
The colours fill up my world..
Now rainbow is gone..
My world is back as usual..
But i tell myself the RAINBOW will be coming back to me one day..
Just for my imagination..

P/S : I really wish to build IT back..
Can I got the chance?
Please stop the lost feeling for me..