I choose to drunk so that I no need to think so much.. I ask 2 of my friends to accompany me.. I just simply because of want to drunk and they have to accompany also.. I know every time if I drink so much of alcohol surely I will vomit.. But I just don't care.. Vomit is really suffer.. Why should I still want to do so.. Is it because of I'm so crazy? I cried out something in my heart.. At that moment.. I just feel like dying but no others..
I keep on cried out what is in my mind.. Something I can't even remember what did I cried out yesterday.. This morning after I wake up I just feel like shame on myself.. What I did is totally non-sense.. What for?? Just like a stupid..
But here I want to thank my friends.. They are really supportive.. and a person that I don't know who is he/she.. This person had leave a comment to my previous post.. Really supportive and full of encouragement.. I hope I can learn from his/her advices.. Especially YY and YM.. I know they try hard to make me feel better.. So I'm glad to meet them.. Thank you my friends..
It might be something happened in your life and cause you started to doubting yourself..but somehow you should know how to find a way and settle it clearly.I used to be like that previously, I done a lot of stupid things and I purposely make myself drunk just want to avoid everything...but sigh,it only brings me a short while of comfortable,yet I found that it's useless at all...cheer up girl! Everything will be fine, be strong...be tough...you'll get a better life. stay happy! :))
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thx gal.. maybe cuz the problem come too suddenly.. i haven prepare for it.. i hope i can get through.. so that i can become stronger and have a better life ever..
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