Confuse

I suppose to be very happy now..
Although i smile happily with i'm getting what i want..
But i never smile happily from my heart..
Because i feel that i had lost something..

Sometimes..
When u so wish to get something..
There will be something u will lost..
When u wish to buy a thing..
U have to pay money..
There's no free gift..

Why there is no happy ending in my world?
I just wish to have a simple life..
I didn't expect much also..

P/S :
God..
Please Bless Me..
I Wish To Have A Happy Life..