Jogoya

Yeah yeah.. Finally i can update my blog.. Please don't mind i post those old activities.. I had spent 5 days time having fun with my beloved sisters and my dear friend during sem break holidays..

30/9/09 - Went to Jogoya. Is really nice there.. Have a lot of choices i have never try before.. I had been sushi buffet at other restaurant before but i feel that this is much better than the previous one.. You can have a try there ^^

With my dearest - YY

My beloved 2nd sister, Me, YY and beloved eldest sister

-Sweet Dessert-

This soup is really nice.. Make me can't stop drink it..

Oyster.. Great..

-Japanese "satay"-

- Little Dim Sum -

Finish all my foods.. So full.. My last round here..

Nonsense

Hello everyone..
Long time never updated my blog already..
I'm really lazy or maybe recently is busy with my exam..
Hmm..
Don't know why many people are so hardworking to write blog ar..
So many interesting photo to see..
I feel that i should improve in blogging when I'm really free.. hehe..
Nothing else to say here..
Just wan to inform for those who are corcerning me..
I'm fine..
That's all..
Bye Bye =)

Happy Birthday Pei Yuan

We had been know each other since form 1.. That time we quite close.. haha.. But after that because not same class already.. and we got our own new friends also.. Time bring us back.. I have been join back her group..

Actaully i feel glad that had join this gang.. five of us.. pei yuan is cute and playful.. mee hui is mature and caring.. yoke ying is so supporting and concern.. li juen is funny and easy to fool.. I don't know how long time we still can maintain like this.. I hope that is forever.. but forever this word is nobody can confirm to say so..

I can't say that i'm so understand pei yuan.. But i feel that i know her well.. When we are playing that time.. she can be fling herself into.. But when we are doing some serious stuff.. She will be so serious concentrate into..

I use to call her "biu mui".. and i'm her "biu gor".. I already forget how this name created.. But we call each other until today.. hehe..

+HAPPY BIRTHDAY+
PEI YUAN (BIU MUI)

How come i look so fat in this photo.. yi yerrrr..

Juen.. Mei.. Mandee.. Yuan.. Me.. Hui

Yuan.. I don't think you like me post this photo.. hahaha..

"Home make" - Moccha Cake..

They eat a lot..

Celebration at MP steamboat

Just the Beginning

Look at the sky..

It is so crowded..

Is it going to rain?

Even everyday also raining..

There must be a shinning time..

When is mine one?

When you think everything are settle down..

You think everything will be fine soon..

Actaully not..

It is just the beginning..

How come life must be like this..

I hope that time can pass faster..

I want a brand new life..

Game Over

Today i'm totally game over..
I have no more chance to do what i want..
I have to follow the rules..
I lost my game..

I feel so lost now..
Everyone around me never support me anymore..
And i have no right to ask for it..
I just can follow according to the plan..

Sometime you can't just judge me by seeing one side..
Something you don't even know..
You don't know what is going on..

Why don't give me the chance?
Why want to give me the chance but now get it back?
I'm really so hurt and so sad..
So disappointed now..

Can I get one more chance?
Please..
I will really appreciate..

P/S :
Father God..
Please give me one more chance..

No Hope

I've been stop updated my blog for days.. This few days happened a lot of thing to me.. It is really mess up my life.. Many thing you are never dope out it might be happen.. Just now when i'm writing blog.. something worse happened again..

I feel really sorry for the passed i had did something to hurt anyone.. I'm not mature at all to handle problems.. In the dangerous tension moment.. I seem like miss out a lot thing.. I cried.. I'm so worry about after i miss out something only i feel regret..

But after that incident.. Who really know my feeling.. Maybe someone will think i'm just feel upset in that moment.. Do you know i'm really care and concern about that? Someone will tell me that i already get what i want.. I have to pay out something too.. There's no more pressure for me..

I wish to say is.. actually there's still pressure for me.. I do not mean that i should not have any pressure.. I know pressure is good for me.. Because it can always alert myself to do my best.. I admit that i never do my best for the passed..

At 1st i feel happy i thought i got the chance to change.. I know that confidence is not one or two days can build up.. But i need time too.. Why giving me hope but now want to get it back.. Why? I feel really totally hopeless.. Someone will say because i ask for it.. I make thing worse.. But do you see how i work hard for?

I just wish to get the everyone approve that.. That's what i hope for.. But why.. Why the game just start i have been disqualify? I have no choice.. maybe u can said because i ask for it.. because i spoil the trust.. But do u think before why i tell lies.. The game haven end why you judge me lose..

Now.. i'm really lose.. I have no chance.. Although it is not directly mention out.. But i can feel and i know i'm not being trusted.. I just need people care and concern but is not suspicion.. I just hope to get support to all of you..

Today seem like game over for me.. Really just end up like this? I'm not reconcile to.. But I'm hopeless now..

P/S :
My friend told me before..
When God close the door..
There will be another door to open..
Isn't it?
Please Bless me, God..

Confuse

I suppose to be very happy now..
Although i smile happily with i'm getting what i want..
But i never smile happily from my heart..
Because i feel that i had lost something..

Sometimes..
When u so wish to get something..
There will be something u will lost..
When u wish to buy a thing..
U have to pay money..
There's no free gift..

Why there is no happy ending in my world?
I just wish to have a simple life..
I didn't expect much also..

P/S :
God..
Please Bless Me..
I Wish To Have A Happy Life..